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Message Subject Why do I feel like I'm getting signs from God?
Poster Handle Anonymous Coward
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I recently have gone through a break up. I have been so focused on doom that it made me make irrational choices. I few nights ago I was drinking heavily and my girlfriend called me and I said evil things that I never knew my soul could spit out. She broke up with me and I know that we are destined to be in my heart and I know she her heart feels that way too. She wanted time alone and I understand completely from how the way I've been treating her. There are many other details that I am beginning to understand what I came here to learn from but I'll spare you guys the vent and get to my point.
I was depressed and started doing what I had to do to become the person I used to be. I started thinking more and God and how I feel that he is helping me throughout all this. I will be watching a video and think of God and think of a few words in my head and they would say h exact same 3 words Max. That I was thinking of. I would sit and stare outside thinking and a few times when I thought of God a rabbit would appear. Another example is that I would think of him and then the heater would turn on, this happened multiple times.

What do you guys think? Is my mind just trying to comfort me and making up these coincidences or.. is God trying to guide me towards something, an understanding perhaps.

Really sorry for the vent but I am distant from friends since its hard to find things to relate with them and I know there are GPLers who have compassion. I do believe that we are in strange times and anything happening to an individual, they should really try and understand a deeper meaning of why something is happening.

Thank you very much.
love to all.
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 27286012

Your story sound much like mine 3 years ago. After a while the booze quit working and I was in a world of shit. I never cared about God during that time and figured he wouldn't want to help me since I has become so wrapped up in my world of shit, booze, drugs, and hate.

I asked God for help and called a preacher when I was drunk at 3:00 am. He prayed for me while I cried and begged God for help.

About three months later a female family friend dropped in and she was in the same situation except she was homeless sleeping in her car.

I took her in, poured out the booze, and got her to treatment. During her time in treatment I started going to AA. My whole life has changed and the series of events that took place after that weren't of my own making.

I just gave up and gave in to God and the program of AA and sobered up. Now my life is great and I have stopped isolating and hating. I have hundreds of sober friends and have been sober for 3 years, quit smoking, and lost 70 lbs.

I see all kinds of miracles and have many spiritual experiences now. I spend most of my time volunteering.

An odd thing that I have no explanation for though is...that I now see the numbers 911, 311, 11:11, 1:11 many times throughout the day when I peer at a clock.

In my first month of sobriety I woke up at exactly 6:11 for three weeks....every day on the nose without any alarm clock.

I learned that the world is much different than what I had created in my stupor. After my first month of sobriety I stumbled upon the Phil Schneider video on Youtube and became awakened.

I spent the last 3 years researching full time and studying the shadow governments and who, what, where, why, and how they control things.

Alcohol, music, drugs, TV, video games, sex, porn, and all the other forms of self entertainment are distractions used to program us and take away our spirituality with God.

Change your life and you will see what God can do to restore you to sanity.
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