i dont think i can ever be happy again...

you sound like a douche.

Me to man Me to

and you sound like a fag^ so whats your point?

talk if you like, i'll listen.

my point is you sound like a douche bag. Probably going to start crying about some fucking meaningless woman because she dumped you because your dick doesn't work right, fuck should I know.

Get over it.

try being tortured psychically spiritually and programmed and conditioned by psychiatry at the same time in what seems like years but in reality is eternities.. iv been through every layer of the underworld been killed by my enemies time after time only to go deeper into hell and make my way out.. now after the last couple of eternities in hell my heart burns for revenge.. revenge on god revenge on all the demons of hell revenge on all the organizations acting upon me revenge on the state.. i just want blood to make things right for me and mine.. for unless there is revenge there can not be justice..

my mind body and soul have been ripped apart and devoured by hell.. every piece of my life destroyed and im reduced to ashes.. yes i was set up from above and yes i was set up from below.. i played the role of lamb and i took the beating of all beatings.. now i am nothing.. now i am not..

Here, let me frank, go fuck yourself.

ok, no judgement here, go on.

yeh fuck you too cia^ motha fucka!!

whats the point of going on? im the poor bastard that played the role of scapegoat while every motha fucka in the world acted against me and here i am left broken and empty.. fuck the world..

Ahh, I see you are a bit off, probably paranoid schizophrenic... sorry I fucked with you. Don't hurt yourself. Go back and talk to your doctor please.

I thought you were just a butt hurt teenager, my mistake.

That is just your paranoia, the world is not against you. The world is harsh, but not outright against you.

Talk to your doctor please, and tell him/her how you feel. Show them this thread.

yeh if only i where a paranoid schitzo then we could have called the entire experience a big miss understanding or something?? fuck this mate i want revenge!!

Can you even define happiness? Best definition I have found:

“I’m not going to look for happiness anymore. From now on, I’m independent; I see life through my eyes and not through other people’s. I’m going in search of the adventure of being alive.

And it’s complicated: why am I not looking for happiness when everyone has taught me that happiness is the only goal worth pursuing? Why am I going to risk taking a path that no one else is taking?

After all, what is happiness?

Love, they tell me. But love doesn’t bring and never has brought happiness. On the contrary, it’s a constant state of anxiety, a battlefield; it’s sleepless nights, asking ourselves all the time if we’re doing the right thing. Real love is composed of ecstasy and agony.

All right then, peace. Peace? If we look at the Mother, she’s never at peace. The winter does battle with the summer, the sun and the moon never meet, the tiger chases the man, who’s afraid of the dog, who chases the cat, who chases the mouse, who frightens the man.

Money brings happiness. Fine. In that case, everyone who earns enough to have a high standard of living would be able to stop work. But then they’re more troubled than ever, as if they were afraid of losing everything. Poverty might bring unhappiness, but money won’t necessarily bring happiness.

I spent a lot of my life looking for happiness, now what I want is joy. Joy is like sex – it begins and ends. I want pleasure. I want to be contented, but happiness? I no longer fall into that trap.

When I’m with a group of people and I want to provoke them by asking that most important of questions: “Are you happy?” they all reply: “Yes, I am.”

Then I ask: “But don’t you want more? Don’t you want to keep on growing?” And they all reply: “Of course.”

Then I say: “So you’re not happy.” And they change the subject.

Paulo Coelho

:butterflyele:

Just jump off a fucking cliff and be done with it.

I am telling you man, from an outside perspective, not judging, a lot of what you are feeling is in your imagination.

Most of the things you posted don't make sense, are not rational and most importantly not possible.

Get help please.

sounds like you have been treated very badly, what happened?

hey man, there was this little wave bouncing around, having a good time man... but then he saw the shore and started freaking out man. he was like, "WHAT THE FUCK MAN! IM GOING TO HIT THAT THING! I"M GOING TO DIE MAN!"
then this other little wave says, "STFU man, you're not gonna die... you're not even a wave... you're a freakin ocean man... yeah..."

ya catch what I'm droppin?

Haha! I love that 'ya catch what I'm droppin?'

:RoughWeek:

it's the Obama effect. Happening to all of us.

what justice should look like to you ?
it seem you are testing a new version of Jesus simulator or something ?



no ofense, i just want to understand peoples motives,
thats all, now just trying to grasp yours
my response was exactly that, what i felt from you

(your neighbour)