There's no heaven, hell, god or jesus. Live your only life to the fullest by loving, giving and caring. Stop wasting your life worrying about an imaginary sadistic POS god who - if he existed - would be guilty (directly or by his inaction) of killing and abusing children, torturing the innocent, raping and beating women, and who, to top all that, threatens to send you to eternal torment for not being able to meet up with his contradictory and impossible standards.