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| MindShaft User ID: 1554827 11/10/2012 05:29 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | So I pretend to be an average guy. Quoting: Great white 23801507 Although everyone at work can see that I am not. And when I travel people seem to see. My work is hard, tough, enduring, and I am very, very good at it. I think I am afraid to hurt people. I have no desire to, but if someone was to be serious in their attempt at hurting me, I would not hesitate to kill them. I believe that is normal, as we are animals, and kill all of the time (food, urbanization, clothing/cotton, etc). I shy away from others as much as I can, and am not one for socializing. I only go out to work now (and holidays). I am not worried by who/what I am, but often wonder why there are not more like me who have not succumbed to "the fear"?! Do you have family - children, elderly parents - others weaker than you who might depend on your attitude to keep them safe. Or, ... are you just a keyboard troll posting here to entertain yourself ... because you have nothing else in your life ... Hmmm. I think that you spend WAAAYY too many hours playing video games. They're not real, ... you do know that, right? Get a life, OP, and stop your fantasizing about the superhuman that you think you'll be after TSHTF. Your mind is making appointments that your body will not be able to keep. "People have been conditioned to ridicule all that they are incapable of understanding." Goethe "None are more hopelessly enslaved than those who falsely believe that they are free." Goethe |
| Great white (OP) User ID: 23801507 11/10/2012 05:30 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Because if he cut loose he would hurt people and it might just end badly. Or not going to such an extreme, he prefers his civilized persona to the beast that lurks within. I think I understand this guy. I just saw a duck with her ducklings on TV and it really made me feel warm. But when a tough guy looks at me with malice in his heart, I immediately think about how badly I will hurt him if he acts on his feeling. I feel as if I am both the sanest and craziest person on the planet as the same time. |
| Great white (OP) User ID: 23801507 11/10/2012 05:31 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | |
| MindShaft User ID: 1554827 11/10/2012 05:34 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | yes but if you follow your heart you don't want to hurt people, you want to help, heal or love people Quoting: Anonymous Coward 19286573 But there will always be those who try to make you follow their path. Amazing command of the English language ... Proxy much, OP? "People have been conditioned to ridicule all that they are incapable of understanding." Goethe "None are more hopelessly enslaved than those who falsely believe that they are free." Goethe |
| The Myth User ID: 25003698 11/10/2012 05:34 AM ![]() Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | So I pretend to be an average guy. Quoting: Great white 23801507 Although everyone at work can see that I am not. And when I travel people seem to see. My work is hard, tough, enduring, and I am very, very good at it. I think I am afraid to hurt people. I have no desire to, but if someone was to be serious in their attempt at hurting me, I would not hesitate to kill them. I believe that is normal, as we are animals, and kill all of the time (food, urbanization, clothing/cotton, etc). I shy away from others as much as I can, and am not one for socializing. I only go out to work now (and holidays). I am not worried by who/what I am, but often wonder why there are not more like me who have not succumbed to "the fear"?! How do you know you're not pretending to be this "special" guy (that apparently everyone can see yet you somehow think you can't be) because you're just afraid to be an average guy? Wouldn't it be great to heal the world, with only a song? |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 19286573 11/10/2012 05:35 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | yes but if you follow your heart you don't want to hurt people, you want to help, heal or love people Quoting: Anonymous Coward 19286573 But there will always be those who try to make you follow their path. that is true, that is called attachment, co-dependency or just being a follower follow your heart, smoking bud helps and walking in nature eating magic mushrooms on anew moon helps cleanse emotional and mind blockages have you tried quantum k healing, this may help your situation Thread: You have to try this healing technique " Watch this video" it's like going to a hypnotherapist. Quantum K healing!!!! |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 27364929 11/10/2012 05:36 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | You sound just like me. I also have a brain on fire and a beast within. I'm not a tough guy, I don't look tough or bully people but I know I could be a horrible badass if I let it slip forth. And I am NOT talking about going postal and shooting people. This is something completely different. |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 24011285 11/10/2012 05:37 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | But my question for you, OP, is how do you feel different from others? In what ways do you feel you stick out. How do you try to be "normal"? In other words, what is your personal brand of otherness? Quoting: Anonymous Coward 11330901 That I have the heart, mind, and soul of a warrior. See video above. I stick out because I am not afraid to die for what is right. Ah but Achilies has a heel. I am different because i spot the weakness in others before the strenghths. Do you also have perfect discernment? Fearlessness with skill must be tempered with good judgement. |
| Great white (OP) User ID: 23801507 11/10/2012 05:38 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Do you have family - children, elderly parents - others weaker than you who might depend on your attitude to keep them safe. Quoting: MindShaft Or, ... are you just a keyboard troll posting here to entertain yourself ... because you have nothing else in your life ... Hmmm. I think that you spend WAAAYY too many hours playing video games. They're not real, ... you do know that, right? Get a life, OP, and stop your fantasizing about the superhuman that you think you'll be after TSHTF. Your mind is making appointments that your body will not be able to keep. No family, I just look out for anyone when I am out and about. Anyone who asks for help I oblige. I have done things that only a handful of people on Earth have done. I do not play games, they are not real. I do not fantasize about who I am, but I try to convince myself that I am an average person. My body, mind, and soul are that of a warrior. I once time-trialed 10KMs in exactly 12 minutes (50kmh average). I used to run 5kms in 45*C in about 21 minutes. I once did something that no other person from my country has done. I have faced the fiercest predator (besides man) on the planet, and it turned away. People often ask if I am special forces or FBI. I can mix with both homeless people and high court judges alike. So you tell me, am I a troll? |
| Great white (OP) User ID: 23801507 11/10/2012 05:40 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | smoking bud helps and walking in nature Quoting: Anonymous Coward 19286573 eating magic mushrooms on anew moon helps cleanse emotional and mind blockages have you tried quantum k healing, this may help your situation Thread: You have to try this healing technique " Watch this video" it's like going to a hypnotherapist. Quantum K healing!!!! I should walk in nature more. I do work in a shed, with animals, which does help. Mushrooms and LSD only draw "it" closer to the surface. I am watching a youtube video on it now. Thank you. |
| MindShaft User ID: 1554827 11/10/2012 05:41 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | You sound just like me. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 27364929 I also have a brain on fire and a beast within. I'm not a tough guy, I don't look tough or bully people but I know I could be a horrible badass if I let it slip forth. And I am NOT talking about going postal and shooting people. This is something completely different. Jeeeeez. They're all out tonight. It's not even a full moon. WTF?? What happened? Are the the gaming servers down tonight, children? You CAN step out of your role-play fantasies when you switch sites, - OK? "People have been conditioned to ridicule all that they are incapable of understanding." Goethe "None are more hopelessly enslaved than those who falsely believe that they are free." Goethe |
| Great white (OP) User ID: 23801507 11/10/2012 05:42 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | You sound just like me. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 27364929 I also have a brain on fire and a beast within. I'm not a tough guy, I don't look tough or bully people but I know I could be a horrible badass if I let it slip forth. And I am NOT talking about going postal and shooting people. This is something completely different. I hate bullies. I would never go "postal" either. But I would do whatever it took to protect myself. |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 27364929 11/10/2012 05:44 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | You sound just like me. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 27364929 I also have a brain on fire and a beast within. I'm not a tough guy, I don't look tough or bully people but I know I could be a horrible badass if I let it slip forth. And I am NOT talking about going postal and shooting people. This is something completely different. Jeeeeez. They're all out tonight. It's not even a full moon. WTF?? What happened? Are the the gaming servers down tonight, children? You CAN step out of your role-play fantasies when you switch sites, - OK? I never play video games. You don't get it. |
| Great white (OP) User ID: 23801507 11/10/2012 05:45 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Do you also have perfect discernment? Fearlessness with skill must be tempered with good judgement. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 24011285 I am as intelligent and aware as anyone I have met. But when I am being "civilized", I do let others in. It has no long term detrimental effect on who I am, but serves to educate me further on how the human mind works. I can break a person mind in a way that AFAIK no one else can do. |
| MindShaft User ID: 1554827 11/10/2012 05:46 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Do you have family - children, elderly parents - others weaker than you who might depend on your attitude to keep them safe. Quoting: MindShaft Or, ... are you just a keyboard troll posting here to entertain yourself ... because you have nothing else in your life ... Hmmm. I think that you spend WAAAYY too many hours playing video games. They're not real, ... you do know that, right? Get a life, OP, and stop your fantasizing about the superhuman that you think you'll be after TSHTF. Your mind is making appointments that your body will not be able to keep. No family, I just look out for anyone when I am out and about. Anyone who asks for help I oblige. I have done things that only a handful of people on Earth have done. I do not play games, they are not real. I do not fantasize about who I am, but I try to convince myself that I am an average person. My body, mind, and soul are that of a warrior. I once time-trialed 10KMs in exactly 12 minutes (50kmh average). I used to run 5kms in 45*C in about 21 minutes. I once did something that no other person from my country has done. I have faced the fiercest predator (besides man) on the planet, and it turned away. People often ask if I am special forces or FBI. I can mix with both homeless people and high court judges alike. So you tell me, am I a troll? Nahh. I totally believe 'everything' that an 'Anonymous Coward' - self-styled and renamed as 'Great White', has to tell the world of an additional 99% anonymous cowards at 6:00 am on a Saturday morning. I mean ... why wouldn't I? ![]() "People have been conditioned to ridicule all that they are incapable of understanding." Goethe "None are more hopelessly enslaved than those who falsely believe that they are free." Goethe |
| Great white (OP) User ID: 23801507 11/10/2012 05:47 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | |
| Great white (OP) User ID: 23801507 11/10/2012 05:51 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Nahh. I totally believe 'everything' that an 'Anonymous Coward' - self-styled and renamed as 'Great White', has to tell the world of an additional 99% anonymous cowards at 6:00 am on a Saturday morning. Quoting: MindShaft I mean ... why wouldn't I? ![]() Because having an account offers as much anonymity. When I was a member I was amazed at the amount of gutless members who would leave me negative comments via the karma ratings. You should check on your wife/GF, because she is likely trolling the net for a better man than you obviously are. |
| Non Being User ID: 12119998 11/10/2012 05:55 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | If you truly are a superior individual (and no one can judge but yourself) try reading Nietzsche's Antichrist.. it helped me a lot. Also, be sure to read Dostoyevsky's Crime and Punishment in case you are seriously considering acting on these ideas. Verbal teaching has its use, it prepares the mind for voiding itself of its accumulations. |
| MindShaft User ID: 1554827 11/10/2012 05:57 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I almost feel sorry for you that you have to come to the internet to judge others because you do not have the guts to do it in real life. Almost. No one cares about anything you have to say. No one. You know nothing about me, proxy pussy. Anyone with an IQ above room temperature has already nailed you as the fake that you are. Maybe your parents should have held you more as a child. Yada, yada, yada. Boring post by someone who thinks that they're bad-ass - if only something wasn't holding them back - like curfews and early bed-times, huh? "People have been conditioned to ridicule all that they are incapable of understanding." Goethe "None are more hopelessly enslaved than those who falsely believe that they are free." Goethe |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 24011285 11/10/2012 06:02 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Do you also have perfect discernment? Fearlessness with skill must be tempered with good judgement. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 24011285 I am as intelligent and aware as anyone I have met. But when I am being "civilized", I do let others in. It has no long term detrimental effect on who I am, but serves to educate me further on how the human mind works. I can break a person mind in a way that AFAIK no one else can do. The immence power of nature needs no words and no communucation or language editing skills. Without your ability to scupper the communication of mund, you are no match for the ferocity of nature's judgement. |
| Generation Doom User ID: 20816248 11/10/2012 06:03 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | You sound just like me. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 27364929 I also have a brain on fire and a beast within. I'm not a tough guy, I don't look tough or bully people but I know I could be a horrible badass if I let it slip forth. And I am NOT talking about going postal and shooting people. This is something completely different. Jeeeeez. They're all out tonight. It's not even a full moon. WTF?? What happened? Are the the gaming servers down tonight, children? You CAN step out of your role-play fantasies when you switch sites, - OK? You reek of jealously. I'm not sure why, but it's obvious if you have to resort to insulting these people over and over in this thread. Maybe deep down people who have pride in being different bother you and you can't help but lash out. |
| MindShaft User ID: 1554827 11/10/2012 06:07 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Do you also have perfect discernment? Fearlessness with skill must be tempered with good judgement. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 24011285 I am as intelligent and aware as anyone I have met. But when I am being "civilized", I do let others in. It has no long term detrimental effect on who I am, but serves to educate me further on how the human mind works. I can break a person mind in a way that AFAIK no one else can do. The immence power of nature needs no words and no communucation or language editing skills. Without your ability to scupper the communication of mund, you are no match for the ferocity of nature's judgement. WOW! Just .. WOW!! You and the OP deserve each other. Combined, - I'm sure that you'll be able to scrape by the triple digit hurdle in your quest for intelligence quotient glory. "People have been conditioned to ridicule all that they are incapable of understanding." Goethe "None are more hopelessly enslaved than those who falsely believe that they are free." Goethe |
| Great white (OP) User ID: 23801507 11/10/2012 06:08 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | If you truly are a superior individual (and no one can judge but yourself) try reading Nietzsche's Antichrist.. it helped me a lot. Quoting: Non Being Also, be sure to read Dostoyevsky's Crime and Punishment in case you are seriously considering acting on these ideas. Thank you. I do not consider acting on those ideas, I just know what I would do to protect myself. |
| Great white (OP) User ID: 23801507 11/10/2012 06:09 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | The immence power of nature needs no words and no communucation or language editing skills. Without your ability to scupper the communication of mund, you are no match for the ferocity of nature's judgement. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 24011285 I know how to meld my mind with nature. The Dow that can be named is not the true Dow. |
| MindShaft User ID: 1554827 11/10/2012 06:09 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | You sound just like me. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 27364929 I also have a brain on fire and a beast within. I'm not a tough guy, I don't look tough or bully people but I know I could be a horrible badass if I let it slip forth. And I am NOT talking about going postal and shooting people. This is something completely different. Jeeeeez. They're all out tonight. It's not even a full moon. WTF?? What happened? Are the the gaming servers down tonight, children? You CAN step out of your role-play fantasies when you switch sites, - OK? You reek of jealously. I'm not sure why, but it's obvious if you have to resort to insulting these people over and over in this thread. Maybe deep down people who have pride in being different bother you and you can't help but lash out. Piss off. What's with your 'holier-than-thou' attitude? Yep. I'm bored. So I'm playing with the idiots. Why is this skin off of your nose? "People have been conditioned to ridicule all that they are incapable of understanding." Goethe "None are more hopelessly enslaved than those who falsely believe that they are free." Goethe |
| Great white (OP) User ID: 23801507 11/10/2012 06:12 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Maybe deep down people who have pride in being different bother you and you can't help but lash out. Quoting: Generation Doom Yes, those who do not have the guts to be different, and sometimes I do not (but out of fear of what I might be forced to do) often ridicule those who do. When you care about what society thinks of you, you only serve to become it's slave. People such as this guy, are not worth your words, and def not worth your thoughts. |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 24011285 11/10/2012 06:14 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Do you also have perfect discernment? Fearlessness with skill must be tempered with good judgement. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 24011285 I am as intelligent and aware as anyone I have met. But when I am being "civilized", I do let others in. It has no long term detrimental effect on who I am, but serves to educate me further on how the human mind works. I can break a person mind in a way that AFAIK no one else can do. The immence power of nature needs no words and no communucation or language editing skills. Without your ability to scupper the communication of mund, you are no match for the ferocity of nature's judgement. WOW! Just .. WOW!! You and the OP deserve each other. Combined, - I'm sure that you'll be able to scrape by the triple digit hurdle in your quest for intelligence quotient glory. Lol |
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| Anonymous Coward User ID: 24011285 11/10/2012 06:17 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | The immence power of nature needs no words and no communucation or language editing skills. Without your ability to scupper the communication of mund, you are no match for the ferocity of nature's judgement. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 24011285 I know how to meld my mind with nature. The Dow that can be named is not the true Dow. Tell that to an F5 tornado who has decided that your life is just about to get torn into a thousand slplats. |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 27364929 11/10/2012 06:23 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | The immence power of nature needs no words and no communucation or language editing skills. Without your ability to scupper the communication of mund, you are no match for the ferocity of nature's judgement. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 24011285 I know how to meld my mind with nature. The Tao that can be named is not the true Tao Yep, you sound just like me, but more functional. My best accomplishment has been winning a state chess championship. I'm low functioning and also afraid to fully be me. |