i know my sex life became everyone's business. i know camp walls are thin and i am loud.i know it's not anyone's fault i thought i had to run form love and end up with no privacy whats so ever....
( in my plan i'd be dead, at times maybe i'd rahter be dead than put up with some of the stuff i had to put up in the past year).

which is why, i am ever more surprised when we are talking about level of closeness any of us is comfy acheaving in a relationship, and i give an example that if i am close enough to my husband to overcome my aversion to certain kinds of sex, i must be very close to him, so passwords certaally do't trump overcoming aversion to where he places himself inside me....and some of you get so very hung up on the example that i feel i am talking to teenagers. yes, i enjog abdul's finger, anywhere he puts it, but you knew that already, why are you making such a big issue out of it?

i am not angry, i am just curious?