and imagine on top of it you are sick and not in the best form so you arnt really sociable and happy enough to get out and make new friends.. and not a cent to your name so cant get around and do much living in a big city and all.. what does one do? just sit in a dark room all day and all night and wait for some dickhead god to end the pain and suffering this shitty world has inflicted upon me day and night.. i dont sleep much.. im pretty much on glp every hour or two forever.. so what more is there to this shitty life.. should i get ontop of that highrise building and jump already.. life without fun is not worth living.. what the fuck to do in this shit for a life..