Remembering as a kid, I had this clear notion of God always being there, speaking to me so clearly...
Joining in everything I did, and sharing every experience...

Remember once I was working with some tools in the garage, wanted to make some things with wood, surprising my mom and dad, and remember how God was part of that too, giving me loving caring advice...
Also walking in nature, God shared everything, with or without words...
The amazement and the beauty of every flower or tree...
This was a great joy, and it was so natural for me, that I didn't think it could be any different...
Every night when going to sleep, there was just this joy and natural grattitude of having God that close...
Just being like a kid in the joy of God...
Didn't even had a concept of God as male of female,as he was at times like a Mother and others as a Father...
This for me was living in my soul-awareness


Some things in life happened, which brought me away from that innocence and that just being a child with God

The last 2 years or so, this have been awakening again
Lately, especially after meeting my loved Shelley, all of this comes back on deeper and deeper levels
Waking up, being a loving and loved child, in the joyfull loving presence of our Divine Mother and Father

Lots of love to you, Brother