Let me tell you, I recently moved in with two friends, things were alright for about 5 days, then came the weekend. I went out with some friends for a game of pool and had a few drinks, I don't tolerate alcohol too well, so I left a bit earlier to go sleep it off.

So later the evening they're back, two friends of mine, and they brought a girl along. I got up and talked with them for a while and went back to bed. I wake up a while later to find all three of them in my room, one guy naked and the other two in a state of undress, pretty pissed off, I kicked them out.

Turns out they had an orgy in the living room. I was shocked, and I moved out that very day.

It was here that I realised that I can't do the things they do, I can't manipulate people like that, to satisfy my desires. Some might call me weak, but I don't care, I don't want to be like that. I sometimes feel like getting away from society and everything.