No motivation, no perspective, no future? Please HELP ME!!!

Yeah I kinda figured that out for myself already but that concept bored me to death.

Bored? Operating on your own terms outside the restrictions of society is the best way to happiness. Start smoking weed. Get blackout drunk. Feeling good is the only thing that matters.

Thanks everyone taking the time, much appreciated. If you feel like sharing some more don't hesitate, how do you cope with the crap?

Gotta go take a nap, will check back in later. Talking helps a lot but once the internet is off I'm back in the real world and the problems are the same...one day older and and one step closer to death with nothing done. I'm so tired of this game.

the miricle would be if you met some people who can teach you to stand up to sadistic assholes who run the world and beat them at their own game.

other people do not have lives, and jobs, and friends, coz they are better at it than you, it's coz the ruling SOBs broke them in, and now give them all this - as they see fit.
obviously you are not yet broken in, hence the shit has hit the fan in your life, if you don't mind my french.

mind you meeting the other guys, so called - "good guys", is not all it's cracked up to be.
some of them are just as sadistic and assholey as the bad guys, others sit there, watch these sadists play with you, and laugh, coz they are easily amused, and even more others get really flushed in their faces, look at you like you are nothing other than a sexual object and think, "it be nice to hit this peace of meet for who's well being i am not at all concerned with, other than can she accomodate my dick."

ok that's my story not yours, but i'm sure they wouldn't be much nicer to you either.
why would they, apparently i am the most unique creature on this planet, and all most of them could think was, "can we stick it up her arse."
maybe you'd only be exzept from the "shagg me coz i said so" bit....but i dunno, probably not.
they'd make lak a girl and put you through same hell.

and then there are few decent ones among them, who will try to reason with the lot, say, "hey people we are hurting this already plenty exahusted, frustrated, angry, depressed, hopeless, scared creature, CUT IT OUT...."
but majority rules in any democratic movment, and apparently, "democratic movement" really means,10-15 horny buggers are running the show coz those who are suppose to be in charge are to n iceto say something, do nothing and keep quiet.
but maybe, just maybe in all this mess and confusion, where you will regret ever meeting your miracle, coz it is so very disappointing and heart breaking, there will be one man genuenly interested in your well being.
(IF YOU ARE LUCKY)
you, sir, stick to him, and be wiser than i was, do not assume you know ANYTHING, do not try to understand this newly made friend, JUST DO AS HE SAYS.
good luck, you will needed.
remeber, forget everything you think you know, and any plans you might have made how to survive a major crises situation and listen to your new friend, for he is the only one in this world who gives half a damn what happens to you and how you feel.

How about some great Art....here in the states some of our
museums have discounted or even free times to get in.
Even though your budget is tight for socializing it might
be an opportunity to try something new. We have a thing called
"First Fridays" where on the first Friday of every month
galleries in certain areas serve wine and cheese and
change up their exhibits, some have the artists available
to speak with and its all FREE ! Maybe there is something
similar near you.

I understand not being able to motivate yourself to get up
in the morning. But great music and art does help.
Negativity is not just a feeling.