Anhedonic

To be honest their is nothing comical about it. You made a comment regarding spiritual awakening, their are 2. One a deception by demonic influences . Two by Christ Jesus and the Holy Spirit. If a person was truly awakened spiritually they would know beyond a shadow of doubt that Jesus Christ is who he said he is. And would humble themselves before him. It has nothing to do with religion but truth. It's a relationship between a Father and Son. And one day when you see with your eyes and the veil is lifted you will ask him into your heart.
And you will experience who he is. And he will fill you with wisdom/and understanding.