Wonders what I do wrong?

I thought I was a good person I try and so the best I can I give to charity's I fundraise, I wear my heart on my sleeve I would do anything for anyone.
I got myself through UNi and became a teacher working with disengaged learners became a single fosterparent I even became a cat fosterparent dealing with abandon kittens and yet I still have a hard life.
I have lost both my parents of recent years, I then gave up a perfectly good house,job and loyal cat to go traveling for a few month thinking when I returned I would live with my partner who would support me with a job. Well that did't go to plan I came back early for him dump me and now I'm homeless moneyless jobless and very much single sleeping on friends sofa. Though I'm trying to get a job it's not happening abs no I find myself signing on and declaring I'm homeless . What a mess I have got myself in this time I have nothing apart from a bag of clothes my parents would be so disappointed in me. Would anyone really miss me if I was't hear,?