Thank you for your faith and love of God. It helped me. I said it repeatedly, it is hard to pray; I forget so easily that He really has been helping me to survive ever since we lost everthing in 2009. The fear and stress of living without money is indescribable. Little things I used to do without second thought, like getting into the(new) car to go to the g-store, drive kids to school, run errands, is today a very stressful activity due to constant break downs and if not that, running out of gas is the norm, because we never have more than 10 to put in at a time etc. We had a thriving business,lovely home (4 years until paid off)with security, and are reduced to an animal-like existence today. I haven't been out of bed in four days, so exhausted and deperessed. It's all taking its toll despite my faith in God and my determination to stay strong. Poverty is a terrible and dreadful condition, toxic and disease-like. Please pray for me and my family, we are helpless and alone. God bless