To any that may be "on the fence" concerning Jesus...

I also just realized that perhaps your are changing now and the bad things that are happening to you now could be the result and fallout of your old lifestyle.

Be strengthened sir.
Keep your Faith in the Lord and do not stop changing in Him.

You know that the Lord is the GREAT RESTORER.
If you keep with Jesus Christ, I believe and have Faith that HE will restore on to you what you had before and EVEN MORE.

Rest in this Peace and Hope.

The sorrow and pain of what you experience now may actually be deserved because of how you were living before.

But now you have the Lord to support you during this time and hold you up and also CHANGE YOU to make you into a better and stronger person in Faith in Him.

Follow Him and I truly believe He will restore all things back to you.

Even your Wife and Kid and Family and Friends.
For IF they truly observe the changes in you, perhaps they will even be moved to forgiveness as well.

God Bless You.

In Jesus Christ!

Ah I forgot to add one more blessing.

Through you Faith in Jesus Christ and through the change that your family and friends observe in you.

You may be a blessing to them and through your life-change these people whom you love and care for can also be saved and turn to the Lord, Jesus Christ.

Our Lord is wonderful like this!

In Jesus Christ.