I still believe in the source of all life, for lack of a better term, God. I dont believe in the fairy tale bible version of him. I dont believe he is a being that suffers from the same shitty personality flaws that we have. I dont believe he is an actual person, more like a incredible energy from which all energy sprang from. The Jesus story is a myth, along with most other stories from the bible. Lets do a fun experiment, look up how many pagan gods were told to have been born on Dec 25, born of a virgin, killed and then ressurected. You will find accounts of many, all before your beloved Jesus ever supposedly existed.