Continuing reading I can see that you have alot of things figured out, maybe you can help me with a problem I have.

When connecting to ideas and beliefs seemingly beyond my own mind... how do I tell the difference between the truth, and the deceit?

I have always believed that if I can find a real teacher then I could discover new mental doors, filled with new attitudes, beliefs, traits.

For example if I have a belief that I can discover and understand unlimited mindsets, then I have actually did just discover that mindset.

I try and think of them as doorways within my mind, all in the dark until i light them up, and slowly open them up, the more i can open then the more i could see "understand"

But this is a brand new mindset within itself so im not sure how to utilize it

I feel like if I find a teacher I can easily learn in 1 year what it would take a lifetime to learn without.

Like the english language, we all learned really easily because we had a teacher, but if we had to teach ourselves it would take much more time, and some would never be able to teach themselves

everyones definatly on a different level

anyway man i see where you are coming from, and your intent is noble and honorable

modern day samuri still walk among the herd