If you believe the Christ being Satan you are lost. No one can help you anymore.

For if we sin willfully after we have received the knowledge of the truth, there remains no more sacrifice for sins,
27But a certain fearful expectation of judgment and fiery indignation, which shall devour the adversaries.
28He that despised Moses' law died without mercy under two or three witnesses:
29Of how much worse punishment, suppose you, shall he be thought worthy, who has trodden under foot the Son of God, and has counted the blood of the covenant, with which he was sanctified, an unholy thing, and has done insult unto the Spirit of grace?
30For we know him that has said, Vengeance belongs unto me, I will recompense, says the Lord. And again, The Lord shall judge his people.
31It is a fearful thing to fall into the hands of the living God. Hebrews 10:31