i feel you.

in fact, after telling my 'wife' and family that we ought to take a little holiday due to these things, my family thinks i've lost it and my 'wife' took the children and left.

now.. of all times.

all i have now is to beg of my Lord to ask my God to safeguard us.

theres nothing i can do but wait on my God.

i suggest you do the same.

i wish you a blessing