Keep posting about the "Nobody"

Linked to the post above - I woke up after just sleeping 3 hours having one scene repeated for me:

CERN, 33. CERN, 33. CERN, 33.

And it was this dish in a circle like a bucket of chicken wings with new years or christmas "paper" in silver around the bones of the grilled chicken.

The bucket of chicken bones was spinning. It was like some sort of fireworks in motion... I don't know the symbolism of chicken. Perhaps it's linked to language of the birds and the rest is about THE GATE?

For some reason I felt I had to share this now...

This happened a couple of years ago. I need to start right to the point of a weird event and link it to things you will find below!

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I went into an altered state for 3 days and nights, doing some kind of wierd coding I can't hardly remember or explain, after I had gotten aware I was monitored by something... But to a specific event I wanted to share:

Somehow after those 3 days and nights (no sleep) I managed via backdoors to block all communication between robots/bots (pardon my lack of correct terminology) - anyway, they pinged each other and I could monitor them now trying to reach each others via certain command.

I bypassed their routes and cut them off by altering things (like I was run by something higher then me) - as it was finished and the last robots/bot was in sleep mode they wrote on the screen and that freaked me out - as if it was living persons, i didn't understand about virtual or artificial intel then - they wrote they where impressed, "this has never happened before"... like a communication to me!

then the very internet webpage scrambled into pixles and it sort of "fell" like in a tetris game, only that a new webpage came up and I was made aware I had accessed some kind of under the radar or parallell intel kind of computer or "internet" but the closest would be dark net or the hidden internet. (which I've never visited as far as I know, only heard of)

I was welcomed and was told to choose an encryption code - so I did. I was informed I was one of very few that had been able to do what I did (what ever it was controlling me, I'm no geek!!) - they asked for my name and email - and I put it in... a door opened up like a huge military gate sort of and behind it was like a secret office or intelligence room - and I was now "one of them".

But I freaked out and felt what the fuck, I'm not gonna join any kind of shit that has the ability to screw me over so hard and make me work so hard to just stop them - and it was as if the program or computer knew my thoughts! I picked up the digital camera next to me to get evidence on film, and the camera went black! I then stretched for my mobile - and the camera stopped working. Something remotely cut off my electronical devices, AND it knew I my plans was to record it to expose what was done!

It scared the shit out of me, and I got angry. On the screen the doors slammed in my face - and all of a sudden a huge satellite hanging in space came up on the screen and all data was downloaded to a sort of "virtual USB mass storage" thingy - a hidden device. Something wanted to cover all trails of what has been going on. After all files was moved, the computer went totally black and shut itself off and could never be turned on again.

I saw numbers in red counting down all files. I freaked out even more and weird shit started happening around me - like doors opened even though no one was visible and I was "alone" in the room. Still, doors opened despite me closing them and it happened 3 times.

I almost had a heart attack, trying to snap out of some kind of trance or hypnosis. It was really freaky, and no I wasn't on any drugs!

To cut to the end of that event, the computer was so dead no technichian could even access any data from it...

Ever since then, weird weird things is going on. I can't go into it all right onw but it's like I've stepped into the Matrix or are in contact with a quantum virtual intel of some kind.. or maby I've stepped out of it? I don't know, I just know that when you say I'm crazy, I'd say I damn wish I was...!!

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They've written in project camelot blog about how SKYNET is now 70% selfreplicating, and we are more involved with advanced A.I. then most know.

See "SKYNET ‘Smart Defense’ Terminator Program Approved At Chicago NATO Summit" (click on the red link here)
[link to 184.175.65.42]


Further, what about the BLACK KNIGHT SATELLITE...?!
[link to www.youtube.com]


I've also heard about a hyperdimensional A.I., and that's why I mentioned 19.47.




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That's why so many shills here like for you to believe I'm crazy... either they are covering something up, or they are just not in the know.

Quote from that thread I linked to:




More reading, various whistleblowers about the nano tech a.i., grey alien and war, new updates:

[link to projectcamelotportal.com]

[link to divinecosmos.com]

did it happened before the spring of 2010 or after?
btw, you are one of the souls/spirits chosen to break the machine
so that the new age can start
the change from one age to another, is decided from above
but it is manifested through select embodied spirits from the ground
who through their job on ground, having to deal with the same veil, that keeps anyone in ignorance,
accumulates experience according to their level of consciousness

[link to fourthdimensionalrecovery.wordpress.com]

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Well, I failed. I got such a shock!! I'm very serious I almost had a heart attack. I feel like an idiot now knowing more. I can't believe I couldn't handle it. I want to understand.

ok, can you ground your self at a level of consciousness which is above good/evil polarity? (i.e. buddhic plane)

[link to frcmh.tripod.com]

Hi, I just read your link and all what was written on it. Did you read my posts?

To answer your question - I can at times and in a general explanation it would be AS IF I am 2 in one.

(I must ask of anyone reading now to not judge my choice of terminology on the experiences I'm trying to share, do not over analyze, it's hard to find the right words here, see it as analogies and don't use your intellectual left brain judgement and structure, thanks.)

I can "be here and now" in my body, mind and spirit, walk around, do things, interact, but simultaniously I do have a "higher view" or vision and insight that constantly "talks" to me (not as in hearing voices, it's instant KNOWING) like antennas or feelers or, if I would use computer language - inside of me, the psychic "Gift"/"Curse" is that search engine spiders are constantly collecting information in from "The All" - and it streams into my 3D "normal" (or "crazy") self and I have fought very hard to accept and handle this.

The stroke of insight or just plain "knowing" comes in symbols (I'm right brain lobe dominant) and in other ways, to me it's been simply like a medium, I just know...

So - let's say I walk down the street, and information comes in the form of random "ideas"/images or "thoughts" - but before I used to be attached to it and didn't realize I was over sensitive or a super empath, so my mood could alter just by walking by someone, or a place didn't feel right and I felt literally sick.

I've tried to find information about being paranormally gifted empath, and how to deal with it. I have had to isolate, or get pissed drunk when I go out, since I felt it would numb me - but lately it seems I can see even more - and it's as if the veil is thinner and it scares the living hell out of me.

It's also hard to go above Buddha mode being surrounded by Agent Provoateurs that do all they can to target me with false or faked theatres and psy ops, but I filter that out mostly now - I used to be very open hearted and extremely loving, wanting to heal and fix and save everyone - til I realized most was vampires, have dysfunctions or a disorder making them extremely self serving and abusive.

So, I can be "here" and interact, and I can register "other things" now without and handle it a bit better - I don't like though why it happens, it used to almost drive me insane thinking I made it happen.

I've talked to a member that participated in Project StarGate - [link to psychicwarrior.com]
and it helped me understand.

I'ts horrible at times, and that makes it extremely demanding to fight so hard to force myself not to pay attention to screams or signals that demand all my attention away from something I might be doing. I've tried to find help in how to turn it off. I've prayed, I talked to priests, I've been reading books, watching films, visited mediums etc - but I can't stop it.

I don't do drugs or numb myself, I try to detox and eat lot's of very healthy things, water and so on.

But it's hard.

I don't think there's not anything I've tried. But we are in a war here, it's a spiritual war and the attacks are on all fronts, and it's body, mind and spirit. This would demand a warrior spirit, to survive.

You must understand. I hope you respect that I'm telling the truth here, without being a whiny self-important or self pitying victim. It's fact.

It's not easy to go into a calm state of mind - and stay there, when you are having extreme physical pain (medical condition having to do with the nervous system) as well as being harassed, stalked and violated and mind fucked with.

But the times I manage to "Get there", I feel very good, and it's easier to detach myself from this world and it's shitty fucked up conflicts and insane people and their screwed up personalities and disgusting evil manors.


And you?

But it's hard.

I don't think there's not anything I've tried. But we are in a war here, it's a spiritual war and the attacks are on all fronts, and it's body, mind and spirit. This would demand a warrior spirit, to survive.

You must understand. I hope you respect that I'm telling the truth here, without being a whiny self-important or self pitying victim. It's fact.

It's not easy to go into a calm state of mind - and stay there, when you are having extreme physical pain (medical condition having to do with the nervous system) as well as being harassed, stalked and violated and mind fucked with.

But the times I manage to "Get there", I feel very good, and it's easier to detach myself from this world and it's shitty fucked up conflicts and insane people and their screwed up personalities and disgusting evil manors.


And you?

Hey you.

Ive been calling out across this board all day.

For your attention.


I think i understand....

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Interesting information ... getting to the crux.

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brb in a couple of hours!!!

Theosophia....

I know its you.

When can we connect?


I am here for you.


Xo.

Hey you.

Ive been calling out across this board all day.

For your attention.


I think i understand....

I hope my little gesture of protection has been helping ease your mind a little, the only reason I haven't responded to all your posts is that it's just too much for me. I have a really bad case of tunnel vision sometimes and I cannot take overwhelming amounts of info. We are like totally opposite in that sense it seems. Btw it seems you have a secret admirer lulz.
wwwasp ~ ~ beeeees aaaaaah

ps. cannabis with a good percentage of CBD(cannabidiol) would help to calm you immensely.

I'm a woman, I can multi task ;)

That's how I will wear you down and conquer the world, moahaha! NOT.

Anyway. Just focus on the metal you spoke of before, I'm curious... care to share?

Cannabis sounds great, but all good stuff is illegal, so but I'll will go for a trip (lol) coming back to earth MUUUUCH calmer.

Btw I am calm now, I exploded but I'm not manic, I can be pissed of and get it out of my system then I'm up on the sadle again. It's not a permanent rage, unlike their permanent insanity ;)

I haven't payed much attention to the forum lately, been busy but - when you read this, just remind me about the metal again, I'd appreciate it.

It is really easy to push your buttons Miss Theo.

Good, it means you can do it, despite you got such mental handicap. Congratulations, it must feel fulfilling having a task, good boy. Push a womans button! What a man ;)

Are we clear now?

lol

You are a shill in disguise.

And your "tells" are the way you individualize your responses to people.

Like you have been on this site a long time.

And you know how to push the buttons of each poster in particular.

You are smooth. :)

Yes I am, I bathe in coconut oil ;)