I know what you mean, I don't really have to worry about it anymore. TPTB know exactly who I am and where I live etc..unless they've had their heads completely up their asses so far. My safety lies in otherworldly means and simply disclosing my findings no matter how crazy they sound or are taken at first. They enter the subconscious of everyone as soon as I learn them it seems anyway. We are way past the point where they could have stopped it. Again I can be totally delusional but that's how it seems to be playing out in my experience.