But it's hard. Quoting: Theo (Sophia) 28320869
I don't think there's not anything I've tried. But we are in a war here, it's a spiritual war and the attacks are on all fronts, and it's body, mind and spirit. This would demand a warrior spirit, to survive.
You must understand. I hope you respect that I'm telling the truth here, without being a whiny self-important or self pitying victim. It's fact.
It's not easy to go into a calm state of mind - and stay there, when you are having extreme physical pain (medical condition having to do with the nervous system) as well as being harassed, stalked and violated and mind fucked with.
But the times I manage to "Get there", I feel very good, and it's easier to detach myself from this world and it's shitty fucked up conflicts and insane people and their screwed up personalities and disgusting evil manors.
when i read your story...such a rough path you've been through
my path seems just a walk in the park on a sunny afternoon.
all my life till a point just been on a relentless search for Truth.
been stuck in the labyrinth of the rational mind, although being guided by a deeper silent voice all that time
made my way through all that maze, trying to understand. from chemistry to to god, from how the outer world of men is and could be (society, politics, values) to esoteric knowledge. from personal love to universal love.
to find the missing piece that connects all these seemingly unconnected avenues.
not taking anything for granted, somehow seeing through all fake understandings.
till one day, when all was revealed. the 'grand conspiracy'. the spiritual war. the relentless hunt for pure souls. orchestrated from levels above. from the abstract mental plane, through the astral planes.
and in the same time, seeing all this from above good and evil, understanding why it is a necessary step in the course of spiritual evolution of humanity.
down here, in the midst of polarities, of the spiritual war, the Fire of the Heart burns through all darkness, and it makes one invincible, once one made the choice to sacrifice all and to stand for the Soul, the Christ.
it seems they still have a backdoor to get to you, brother. and knowing the details of that backdoor, does not help. Nano bots or whatever. They can get to you only insofar as there is something you won't sacrifice, a fear that can overwhelm you. be it fear of physical death, fear of physical or psychological pain or else.
as long as there is that backdoor, you cannot activate the Fire of the Heart, and they come for you...the legions...in any form...attacking from every side...to test you...
and the fact that you see through the veil, you see them coming...it makes it much harder...because you have to overcome ancient fears
you cannot win by running, by trying to find protection from outside...
for spiritual warriors have to find the light within
no amount of prayer or seeking out priests will do, as long as the seed of fear is inside...
you have to make your stand there behind the veil...
not here in the outward surface world...
find the courage inside and let them all come at you...
and make your stand...
to be a participant in the spiritual war is the greatest honor...to be ready...
"To dream the impossible dream
To fight the unbeatable foe
To bear with unbearable sorrow
To run where the brave dare not go
To right the unrightable wrong
To love pure and chaste from afar
To try when your arms are too weary
To reach the unreachable star
This is my quest
To follow that star
No matter how hopeless
No matter how far
To fight for the right
Without question or pause
To be willing to march into Hell
For a heavenly cause
And I know if I'll only be true
To this glorious quest
That my heart will lie peaceful and calm
When I'm laid to my rest
And the world will be better for this
That one man, scorned and covered with scars
Still strove with his last ounce of courage
To reach the unreachable star"
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from one point in the heart we can reach together the whole truth. the aim of this message is to find that starting point...add your input...and we will shortly find that point...the sacredness of soul communion shall not be breached or interfered