I feel you. My mother passed away last year. This spring my long term fiancee ran away. This summer my father got a stroke - turned out he has full-blown cancer. Waiting for him to pass away soon. My job is endangered, too. And these are only the highlights.
To all you mofos saying "look on the bright side, it's only your attitude towards things" - you will learn someday, how it feels. We all do.