I want to be dominated....so badly

Well yes i would be, i wouldn't have a choice, but i would hope that they are waiting for me on the other side.

Let's explore your mind some more.

Why do you think you envision your perfect love and have yet to find him in real life?

Last Edited by Open Your Eyes on 11/20/2012 10:26 PM

Trying out your fantasies is all well and good, but I think that unless you are going to experiment with a REAL dom who knows what they are doing, you're over romanticizing the whole dom/sub thing to the point where the reality of it is going to leave you disappointed, possibly extremely so.

Last Edited by The Myth on 11/20/2012 10:30 PM

Well because i feel him, have all my life, dreamed of him, thought so many times that i had found him, but it just didn't happen. In all these thoughts and dreams, feelings it has never been a sexual thing, and that has always been the case with every man that i have been with, so i knew.
I have yet to find him because he is my mirror, and i was never ready until now.

Bingo

^^this^^

Thoughts, Dreams, Feelings...all terms to describe your mind.

How have you taken the steps in the real world to ATTRACT this true love to you?

And what makes you feel that you ready now?

Why is now the time?

find a good Christian man. DO EVERYTHING HE ASKS AND TELLS YOU TO -- NEVER QUESTION HIM, ALWAYS BE SUPPORTIVE OF HIS EVERY NEED. Its a wonderful life. And I am not kidding. I wouldn't trade the life I have for anything in the world.

by learning to listen, be quiet, and calm...to not flaunt myself and the things i have learned, to try to look smart and attractive....2 things that i thought were so important until now.

Because my heart is open and ready.

And will the Universe fulfill your desires?

And?

Are you going to stay quiet?

(you walked right into that one)

No. Never Again.

the universe is nothing alone...

And will you take the steps necessary to fulfill your desires?

My only desire is his love...yes.

Do you think this thread matches the frequency of your true love?

Lol I guess I should have listened to the song first no offense to you mk ultra.

It didn't when i first set out on it, because honestly i didn't even understand my feelings or why i even posted it, i just knew that i had this overwhelming feeling of change happening in me.

Now it does.

Describe these feelings of change in detail.

me no comprende

show us on the doll where he touched you.

fucking laughing out loud... i even snorted

I really wish there were more girls like you, most are just stuck up, your far from it.

Let's try to understand your feelings.

What seeded you to create this thread?

I no longer have the feigning for affection by everyone, anymore. Which is huge, it has ruled me my whole life, i have an affinity for attention, and have had delusions of grandeur which entail me being held and taken down a road paved of gold while everyone falls to there knees and love me....

You have no idea how big i was in my mind....my ego was so huge. Now it is gone, and for the first time in my life i want to be the one to fall down upon my knees and kiss the feet of my love...forever.

in all sincerity i have no idea i just did it.