I no longer have the feigning for affection by everyone, anymore. Which is huge, it has ruled me my whole life, i have an affinity for attention, and have had delusions of grandeur which entail me being held and taken down a road paved of gold while everyone falls to there knees and love me....

You have no idea how big i was in my mind....my ego was so huge. Now it is gone, and for the first time in my life i want to be the one to fall down upon my knees and kiss the feet of my love...forever.