I Can't Do This Anymore - Need Advice GLP

Imagine yourself meeting that other person that you have waited for OP.

You are young, how would you want them to meet you? Busy or depressed as most people are? I think busy and by no means does any college degree (s) make anyone become a better income maker. Many degree holding people that we know are without jobs, doing nothing, never want to ever and live off of the ones that never went to college.

Be yourself and do what you can as you can. Stay away from the dope that you did. Most people older than you would actually help you out more than they would others only because if you can get to a point to work on your own and get somewhere shows alot of courage and determination.

You do not need to be in a church to be with Jesus. You can communicate with Him anywhere you are, including in your home or out in nature.

There were no Christian churches when the Lord began His ministry here on earth. Our communion with Him can happen anywhere and at any time.

Feel free to talk to Jesus right where you are right now.

Just bow your head and pray a simple prayer in which you ask Him to be with you and guide your footsteps so you may walk the path He desires for you to take, the path that will lead you to happiness and joy.

Our most difficult task in this life is to conquer our own ego because it is our ego that prevents us from humbling ourselves before the Lord and seeking His will rather than our own will in the decisions we make that affect our lives.

Simply pray to Jesus, ask Him to guide you to the right path and end your prayer asking for His will rather than your will to be done.

Jesus loves each of us dearly. He gave his life to give us a way to be redeemed from sin. He loves each of us very, very much.

Even when we feel all is lost and we cannot find our way, asking Jesus to point out the right way to go is all we need to do. He will give us a sign so we know the right way to go.

God be with you friend. Do not dispair. You are NEVER ever truly alone - God has promised that he will never leave us.

All we must do is claim that promise and pray about whatever is troubling us.

God bless you now and always.

sorry, I didn't mean to hurt OP,I was sad and wanted to vent,sorry again

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THIS !

Thank you so much I will do that!

Come bro, already told you. Just have to accept it.

"Never been a sinner I never sinned
I got a friend in Jesus
So you know that when I die
He's gonna set me up with
The spirit in the sky
Oh set me up with the spirit in the sky
That's where I'm gonna go when I die
When I die and they lay me to rest
I'm gonna go to the place that's the best
Go to the place that's the best"

What you need is money to get away from him.

Hey OP

YOu were meant to be here... angels must be with you on your path because you sure have beat the odds; seriously!

To have come out of your youth with this over you and then start a business... my psychic tuner is singing this song for you "Carry On My Wayward Son" there will be truth for yo when you are done. Lay your weary head to rest and DON"T YOU CRY NO MORE...... get some rest , feed your temple good food word and influence. You have work to do- you were meant to be here- your mission is unfolding seriously LOVE

Lately when i am frightened, I imagine myself nested and slung within one of the chamber of Christ's heart. Sleep well tonight, my son- The angels watch over you,

PS Many good people are weary and tired with the current atmospheres.... Also, there are many persons that seem to have it so together but do not in their hearts, examine yours and carry on. : ) This too shall pass

Sometimes a little music helps lift up a weary soul!

Say, OP, in my humble opinion, the few pesons who said that you sounded like somebody suffering from depression are right in my book. If im wrong, sorry about it, but frankly, a few of your symptoms described in your story strongly suggest it. I know, i am bipolar,(manic-depressive), and i pretty much know how its like and how it looks like too. And, in my case, i say MY case because its not necessarely the case of everybody as there are MANY flavors in depression, its a chance that i have my treatment, otherwise, i would not be here today and with all the crap that happened to me last year and now back alone and having to re-start from scratch, it helps me staying in one piece and go on.

I'd say that it would be a good thing to consult a doctor, just to see...
And, oh, the other person who advised you to stay off the pot in your case, great advice! eat some carrots instead, its safer...

On another subject: euh...somebody can explain to me why i have a US of A flag?! I have none against my neighbours, but, im a Canuck! What gives? lol.

Sorry for my bad English people, its not my
Mother language.

Batman don't shiv!