Say, OP, in my humble opinion, the few pesons who said that you sounded like somebody suffering from depression are right in my book. If im wrong, sorry about it, but frankly, a few of your symptoms described in your story strongly suggest it. I know, i am bipolar,(manic-depressive), and i pretty much know how its like and how it looks like too. And, in my case, i say MY case because its not necessarely the case of everybody as there are MANY flavors in depression, its a chance that i have my treatment, otherwise, i would not be here today and with all the crap that happened to me last year and now back alone and having to re-start from scratch, it helps me staying in one piece and go on.

I'd say that it would be a good thing to consult a doctor, just to see...
And, oh, the other person who advised you to stay off the pot in your case, great advice! eat some carrots instead, its safer...

On another subject: euh...somebody can explain to me why i have a US of A flag?! I have none against my neighbours, but, im a Canuck! What gives? lol.

Sorry for my bad English people, its not my
Mother language.

Batman don't shiv!