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| Dark Star Frenzy Offer Upgrade  User ID: 25154158  United States11/19/2012 10:27 AM  Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | OKAY. This is going to be a long post. Get your coffee. A little about me (So you can shift perspective, don't care what you think about this part): Psyche - BPD (Borderline Personality Disorder) - Bipolar (Manic/Depressive states) w/ schizophrenic (Delusions, hallucinations, etc) tendencies and OCD (Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder) ^^^^^^^^^ Self-Diagnosed. I am a huge psyche buff. But I'm also anti-capitalism and anti-America, so I will not get put on the little white pills and/or misdiagnosed by some twat know-it-all, who only took psychology because it seemed easy or the "fad" degree at the time. IQ - I don't know, high. Scored a 96 on military A.S.V.A.B. in 11th grade. They wanted me to build nuclear submarine reactors. Social/Environmental - Looks department, I'm fine. Never had an issue getting laid. Environmental is complicated, but who's financial/living situation isn't if you're in the working class? Religion - I am interested in none. I am scientifically oriented, but I do not doubt an intelligent designer. SOMETHING is making this tick. I am curious of all religions' origins, manipulations, hidden secrets and purpose, though. -------------------------------------------------------------- Alright now that you got some background, lets look at some facts. Things I perceive: Polar opposites- Good/bad, sky/ground, life/death, truth/lies, cats/dogs, men/women. ALMOST EVERYTHING. It's like we're split in two. Even the big bang theory suggest matter and anti-matter split up to spark the universe. All religion/cultures have remarkably similar stories- Take any two religions and you'll find similarities. Now take into consideration these people didn't really know about each other back then. Why would all these religions/cultures mention messiahs and great floods, creation, slavery and even have similar architects? ------------------------------------------------------------ Questions: Why do certain religions (such as Christianity) state that they are the law, following other idols results in damnation? Why can't Buddhism be correct? Why are people so CERTAIN that what they're told in a book written by MAN, is the guide on how to live your life? Considering the previous question, this makes me feel like religion was planted here. Are we being manipulated? Is good and evil really just an invention for control? Why do these laws not apply to nature? (A cat will kill a squirrel or lizard with no remorse and not even eat it. Do you feel bad when you kill an ant?) Are we all connected? We all come from the same energy and molecules. Is this why we feel drawn to certain people? Did we have a special bond with their make-up in some other cosmic form? What are souls? Scientist claim to say parts of our DNA can never be destroyed. Genetic Memory? Remembering past lives? Considering souls, is there an afterlife? Do we just fade into nothing? With just remnants of an old world forever locked away in future DNA? If there is an afterlife, what is it like? Every religion says different... Is Dec. 21st 2012 real? I have NEVER blindly followed any religion or practice in my life. Never really believed any of it. Why does this date speak to me? Everything connected to this date and it is not just the Mayans. I've done the research, there are others such as the Hopi Indians who believe in a new age also. Why would we ascend? Why would there be happiness to come? What's so damn great about the human race that we deserve anything at all? What about those who die before this date? What happens to them if we are to ascend? Seems unfair an EQ victim loses out.. Rolling all of this into one here, with all these questions...why do I choose to live? What happens if I commit suicide? The human race could be SO SO much more. And I don't see it becoming better in the future or even my lifetime. What would I even be missing out on if I died? A slave wage? A new boat? A female who just wants to play games? We're over-crowded, manipulated, everyone has some kind of mental disorder, economy is collapsing, war never ends...what the flying fuck am I even doing here? I just want to sleep forever. Guess I'll smoke a bowl.  Black sheep has no place. Until you find the Most High. See inner-standing. |
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| Anonymous Coward User ID: 7566866 United States11/19/2012 11:16 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | OKAY. This is going to be a long post. Get your coffee. Quoting: Dark Star Frenzy A little about me (So you can shift perspective, don't care what you think about this part): Psyche - BPD (Borderline Personality Disorder) - Bipolar (Manic/Depressive states) w/ schizophrenic (Delusions, hallucinations, etc) tendencies and OCD (Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder) You seem more "sane" than most people ha. ^^^^^^^^^ Self-Diagnosed. I am a huge psyche buff. But I'm also anti-capitalism and anti-America, so I will not get put on the little white pills and/or misdiagnosed by some twat know-it-all, who only took psychology because it seemed easy or the "fad" degree at the time. IQ - I don't know, high. Scored a 96 on military A.S.V.A.B. in 11th grade. They wanted me to build nuclear submarine reactors. Social/Environmental - Looks department, I'm fine. Never had an issue getting laid. Environmental is complicated, but who's financial/living situation isn't if you're in the working class? Religion - I am interested in none. I am scientifically oriented, but I do not doubt an intelligent designer. SOMETHING is making this tick. I am curious of all religions' origins, manipulations, hidden secrets and purpose, though. -------------------------------------------------------------- Alright now that you got some background, lets look at some facts. Things I perceive: Polar opposites- Good/bad, sky/ground, life/death, truth/lies, cats/dogs, men/women. ALMOST EVERYTHING. It's like we're split in two. Even the big bang theory suggest matter and anti-matter split up to spark the universe. ahh the nature of duality, I have a question for you; when does one stop and the other begin? All religion/cultures have remarkably similar stories- Take any two religions and you'll find similarities. Now take into consideration these people didn't really know about each other back then. Why would all these religions/cultures mention messiahs and great floods, creation, slavery and even have similar architects?because they were connected, we have been slaves since before almost any of us can remember... ------------------------------------------------------------ Questions: Why do certain religions (such as Christianity) state that they are the law, following other idols results in damnation? Why can't Buddhism be correct? Why are people so CERTAIN that what they're told in a book written by MAN, is the guide on how to live your life? Considering the previous question, this makes me feel like religion was planted here. Are we being manipulated? Is good and evil really just an invention for control? Why do these laws not apply to nature? (A cat will kill a squirrel or lizard with no remorse and not even eat it. Do you feel bad when you kill an ant?) yes we are. and yes it is. those laws do apply to nature, that's where they are from. each thing has its place in it, we have ours too we jus have forgotten. Are we all connected? We all come from the same energy and molecules. Is this why we feel drawn to certain people? Did we have a special bond with their make-up in some other cosmic form? it seems like you ask questions you already know the answers to just to get reassurance ;P haha What are souls? Scientist claim to say parts of our DNA can never be destroyed. Genetic Memory? Remembering past lives? Considering souls, is there an afterlife? Do we just fade into nothing? With just remnants of an old world forever locked away in future DNA? If there is an afterlife, what is it like? Every religion says different... we are not just our physical bodies, we are borrowing them and they must be returned. what powers the body is what we are and that never changes. we go to where we deserve to go based on our lives Is Dec. 21st 2012 real? I have NEVER blindly followed any religion or practice in my life. Never really believed any of it. Why does this date speak to me? Everything connected to this date and it is not just the Mayans. I've done the research, there are others such as the Hopi Indians who believe in a new age also. Why would we ascend? Why would there be happiness to come? What's so damn great about the human race that we deserve anything at all? What about those who die before this date? What happens to them if we are to ascend? Seems unfair an EQ victim loses out.. no one can really say for sure,, I guess we will find out soon lol.. what will be shall be. Rolling all of this into one here, with all these questions...why do I choose to live? What happens if I commit suicide? The human race could be SO SO much more. And I don't see it becoming better in the future or even my lifetime. What would I even be missing out on if I died? A slave wage? A new boat? A female who just wants to play games? We're over-crowded, manipulated, everyone has some kind of mental disorder, economy is collapsing, war never ends...what the flying fuck am I even doing here? I just want to sleep forever. maybe you should try breaking away, like be that more ya know? there are many things we can do in life. I agree though our materialistic society in hollow and meaningless. live your life and find happiness in the little things god/Krishna whatever you choose to call it is inside of you and all around you, smile :)! Hari Bol Guess I'll smoke a bowl. |
| Dark Star Frenzy (OP) User ID: 25154158 United States11/19/2012 12:02 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | You seem more "sane" than most people ha. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 7566866 There is a large difference between intelligence and mental disorders. This is another reason I don't care to be "officially" diagnosed. We each have our own personalities. Life makes those personalities. Sure you can pick shit apart and label everything, but does it really matter? You are who you are. I view people in two different categories. Sheep and non-sheep. Intelligences will vary. Some have greater perspective than others. Which is something entirely else. I have a question for you; when does one stop and the other begin? I was thinking of this earlier. I was specifically thinking of protons, neutrons and electrons. Duality is usually exact opposite. Why when you go to a quantum level is the negative charge (electron), which is not part of the nucleus of an atom, is on the outside, with a positive charge (proton) and no charge particle (neutron) make up the nucleus on the inside? The charges give the label, so it is not like we could of labeled them incorrectly, they function how they function. So my point being, maybe the answer to that question lies within the neutron. But why is the nature of duality skewed? Or is there something missing from our world? Maybe we lack the "neutrons" to our everything. The perfect merge of all? Ascension? Dark Matter? Who knows.. because they were connected, we have been slaves since before almost any of us can remember... Where is the proof? This is what I want to know. yes we are. and yes it is. those laws do apply to nature, that's where they are from. each thing has its place in it, we have ours too we jus have forgotten. Interesting. Will ponder on this. it seems like you ask questions you already know the answers to just to get reassurance ;P haha OCD MAN no one can really say for sure,, I guess we will find out soon lol.. what will be shall be. This is true. maybe you should try breaking away, like be that more ya know? there are many things we can do in life. I agree though our materialistic society in hollow and meaningless. live your life and find happiness in the little things god/Krishna whatever you choose to call it is inside of you and all around you, smile :)! Hari Bol  Mondays hahahaha Oh yeah it's monday. Blues snuck up on me. Last Edited by The Light Bringer on 11/19/2012 12:06 PM Black sheep has no place. Until you find the Most High. See inner-standing. |
| Dark Star Frenzy (OP) User ID: 25154158 United States11/19/2012 12:18 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | All of these questions, which include many many more, make me have a hard time re-entering the matrix. I actually kind of WANT to be able to be controlled again. Just because I don't know what it is really like to be human. I am empty/blank most days. Everything is a lie. Black sheep has no place. Until you find the Most High. See inner-standing. |
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| Dark Star Frenzy (OP) User ID: 25154158 United States11/19/2012 12:30 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | if you stick a twist tie up your nose far enough , it will involuntarily trigger the sneeze response.......................dwell upon the profound wisdom in these words grasshopper Quoting: Anonymous Coward 23952125 oops I quoted. VVVVVVVVVV Last Edited by The Light Bringer on 11/19/2012 12:32 PM Black sheep has no place. Until you find the Most High. See inner-standing. |
| Dark Star Frenzy (OP) User ID: 25154158 United States11/19/2012 12:31 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | if you stick a twist tie up your nose far enough , it will involuntarily trigger the sneeze response.......................dwell upon the profound wisdom in these words grasshopper Quoting: Anonymous Coward 23952125 EDIT WRONG EMOTICON :D  Black sheep has no place. Until you find the Most High. See inner-standing. |
