Father and His love. Before I took a turn, that would undoubtedly have lead me down a destructive road towards selling my soul, He stopped me and showed me the truth. He made Himself known and I hearkened His call. The fact that, not once did I even care about Him and despite that, He waited knowing that one day, I'd become His child. Not to mention keeping me from committing irreversible decisions. That's why I'm thankful and I don't need a pagan tradition of death and deception, to remind me of that.