i'de never use a cowardly weapon from distance, after realizing the error of it [not a bomb] against innocent beings that never meant harm to me, they are incapable of it in their form and their form was not part of the intended diet for me as the consequences of such has been shown to me, so why would i seek hardship and misery when i have experienced it myself and continue to experience it
as i said earlier, my apologies were mostly aimed at myself and non human entities
also i realize that not only direct actions and thought have consequences for indirect thoughts and actions may have more far reaching consequences, such the reason being for my post

thanks for the video

thanks for the words and icons

they show me it is not for me, to engage in it

i was at the start already myself

never expected to believe and copy others thoughts and actions and now having to undo them i wish to acquire no more