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eve
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QUESTION, for those who's dick are bigger than their egos
i am a key to ending a long, bloody conflict.

the ultimate war.


one side in the conflitc is fighting to keep slavery, the other to end it.

the side that wants to end the slavery is not much better strand of people,coz they have spend too much time in the world of the evil oes and it has warped them inot being similar to their enemy, they do have an order from above to end the slavery or die trying.

(so they are like undercover detectives that pretty much lsot their way in the gang they are infiltrated into, and became much like the criminals they are here to catch)

both sides need me to end the conflict and there is a battle going on who will control me.

so there are basically teo evils for me, of which one is the lesser evil....


n ot to mention the fact that i do not respond well to ANYBODY trying to control me.


in the early days of the conflict i was taken by the side that is bad and rotten to the core, and i had hopes of meetig the other side, and that they were better people, and they will teach me how to fight these evil enemies that held me prisoner, but it was tricky knowing if the new people i meet could be these other guys or they are still my enemies pretending to be good guys....

having no other test for thisa, i became the test,
i didn't want to be the test, i just was one.

whoever f ailed the test i knew was my enemy and that was it.

trouble is, upon meeting the so called good guys they failed the test and failed it in very ugly ways, very painful for me too.

this makes them my enemies.

trouble with that is, i still have to choose.

if i choose these new people i am choosing people who have proven to be my enemies whoa re fighting to end spiritual slavery in this world, but if i do not choose them, automaticaly i will be back under control of, again, my enemies, who are fighting to keep the salvery up.


i can decide not to choose anyone, and take my chances aloe, but that wld not be very smart of me, since i have a pretty good idea i cannot stand up to slave masters on my own.

are the eemies of my enemies, my freinds, even if they aren't much better then my enemies and what should i do?

also, there is a man i was very much in lvoe with before i was taken by the salve masters, and he works for the side that is trying to end the slavery, and even if the love we once shared is gone nown, i still cannot have him caught and killed by the slave masters, and if i don't choose his side i might be used by the salvemaster for exactly that, catching him and killing him.

coz whoever will control me, will have the key to end this war and kill off his enemies, and there is only so mucn resistance even i can put up against soemone trying to control me.

N.B both sides are acting like really disgusting idiots, and sometimes i have to restrain mysefl from gauging my eyes out and puncturing my ear drumms, when faced with all of the uglyness, stupidity and filth they display.

(but while they're similar in the way they operate, their agendas are different, like i said, to end or to keep slavery)

can i overcome my aversion to the so caled good guys, (basically ugly idiots), and work with them for the purpos of keeping the man i once leoved safe, and also ending the slavery, but most imortantly getting out of this hell myself, or should i save myself from the mission impossible, which is boud to fail and end badly with me hurt, and just keep to mysefl and say to both sides, 'fuck u and fuck ur mother fucking war, i am sitting it out from noe on'?


note again, that me saying that will not stop both sides to keep on trying to controll me, so basically, if i choose to take my chances alone, i will be at war with EVERYBODY, as oppose to just one side.

choosing the slave master's side is not an option for me, they have been offering me that for a vewry long time, i have never even considered it, mostly because they are after the man i once loved a great deal and coz i do not support slavery.

what should i do?
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11/20/2012 03:24 PM
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Re: QUESTION, for those who's dick are bigger than their egos
i also owe the fact that i know all this,and am a half awaken slave , as oppse to totally oblivous to the fact i ama aslave, like msot people, to that guy i mentioned, the one i was in lvoe very much.

he did things for me in the past and i the recent past, that were selfless as much as selfish, (he wants me around so he wldn't suffer from a broken heart), but whatever the reason he did them, and in the recent past he helped me out even if his little buddies were aginst it, and most of them did all they could to torture me an much as possible and undermine any help he provided for my situation.

so bottom line i owe him the fact that i still got a slim chance of ever getting out of this miserable hell...

is there anyone that is brave enough to give their honest opinion, i will read every opinion out, ape man and ugly idiosts included.

i am not happy some of u are ugly, or idiots, quite the contrary it terrifies me and makes me have very little hope in my ever getting away f rom tgis terrible palce...


tell me, what would u do?
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11/20/2012 03:46 PM
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Re: QUESTION, for those who's dick are bigger than their egos
From the I ching threw for you. 35
-'Grasp the small chances, do not wait for the big one to arrive, stay alert with eyes and ears and hands ready, and a quiver filled with arrows.'
and,'The positivism in one's own heart is the condition for prosperity.'
Suggests that you will become 'the wanderer'.
Hope you can make sense of this- hf
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From the I ching threw for you. 35
-'Grasp the small chances, do not wait for the big one to arrive, stay alert with eyes and ears and hands ready, and a quiver filled with arrows.'
and,'The positivism in one's own heart is the condition for prosperity.'
Suggests that you will become 'the wanderer'.
Hope you can make sense of this- hf
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 28148321


thank you, effort appreciated.

will try and find if it applies to my situation.

hf
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11/20/2012 03:58 PM
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You're welcome.
One more thing- it says,'don't suspend life by waiting without living'
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11/20/2012 04:01 PM
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this part confuses me,

'Grasp the small chances, do not wait for the big one to arrive,

is there anythig else about 'number 35' you can tell me?
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11/20/2012 04:10 PM
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You're welcome.
One more thing- it says,'don't suspend life by waiting without living'
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 28148321


this is just it.

unless i choose a side there can be no living for me, only waiting.

unless i want to willingly put myself in situations were i am treated like an enemy and abused for purposes of taking control over me, whether it's by people that share my resolution to end slavery, or by the slave masters, makes little difference, when i am lying on the floor being kicked by two huge men, who couldn't push around my soul and spirit, so they push around my body.

that's what i forgot to mention, choosing to take my own chances means giving up on any hope of livingm and jsut surviving till they sort the war out between themselves, which without my help will drag on for a long time....


i really have no idea what to do anymore.
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11/20/2012 04:10 PM
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Re: QUESTION, for those who's dick are bigger than their egos
go here-
[link to www.yijing.nl]
Also, Uncle Aleister says-

To advance, when thou hast won folks ease,
thy lord shall give thee gifts and dignities.

Firm, patient and great-hearted, wait thy day !
Move with regret, the royal mother's way !
Confidence thus begotten-why delay ? •
Advance by stealth; the marmot guide thee yet;
Woo not success; the game's the game to play.
Use power with caution or beware regret.
eve (OP)
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11/20/2012 04:16 PM
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Re: QUESTION, for those who's dick are bigger than their egos
i mean to say, "choosing to ttake a chance on my own and sit the war out."

plus,there is still the love i feel for the man i was once in love with and the gratitude...

without him, i would be in a different kind of trouble, i would be in all this pain, and wouldn't even have the luxury of remembering why, what the hell happened, and who the hell am i.


so, it should be a no brainer, i should choose his isde and him, for all these reasons, but i cannpt for the love of me go through the ways his colegues oparate anymore, next time i am faced with it, i will gauge my eyes out, puncture my ear drumms and jump off a tall building, i am getting to old for stupid shit.

(and i want my eyes and ears intackt, and killing mysefl and going straight to the guy who leads slave amsters isn't something i should do to mysefl, but i am really, really too old for horror shows)
eve (OP)
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11/20/2012 04:20 PM
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Re: QUESTION, for those who's dick are bigger than their egos
go here-
[link to www.yijing.nl]
Also, Uncle Aleister says-

To advance, when thou hast won folks ease,
thy lord shall give thee gifts and dignities.

Firm, patient and great-hearted, wait thy day !
Move with regret, the royal mother's way !
Confidence thus begotten-why delay ? •
Advance by stealth; the marmot guide thee yet;
Woo not success; the game's the game to play.
Use power with caution or beware regret.
 Quoting: Bhagwash


doesn't apply, i already told you, the slave mastrer's side isn't an option for me.

but thank you for trying to help, if that's your intention.


if you reffer to cowley, i ain't afraid of that bitch, and it's so on right now, more on than ever...

nothing personal, just tired of political correctness...

i might have problems with knowing who my friends are, but i am very sure of who my enemies are.
Bhagwash

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11/20/2012 04:21 PM
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You're welcome.
One more thing- it says,'don't suspend life by waiting without living'
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 28148321


this is just it.

unless i choose a side there can be no living for me, only waiting.

unless i want to willingly put myself in situations were i am treated like an enemy and abused for purposes of taking control over me, whether it's by people that share my resolution to end slavery, or by the slave masters, makes little difference, when i am lying on the floor being kicked by two huge men, who couldn't push around my soul and spirit, so they push around my body.

that's what i forgot to mention, choosing to take my own chances means giving up on any hope of livingm and jsut surviving till they sort the war out between themselves, which without my help will drag on for a long time....


i really have no idea what to do anymore.
 Quoting: eve 28145061

that was from hexagram 22, line 2.
I, personally, don't really grasp your situation my dear, sorry, The I-ching connects to something other than 'I'. Permit me, but you seem too weak for a battle; perhaps repair to somewhere nice and gather strength- you may yet win your war.
I think, In the end though, thee are no 'sides'; all things being infinite.
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11/20/2012 04:23 PM
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" ape man and ugly idiosts included."


AS AN IDIOT I TAKE GREAT OFFENSE AT YOU MISSPELLING MY SELFAPPOINTED MONIKER
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11/20/2012 04:34 PM
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" ape man and ugly idiosts included."


AS AN IDIOT I TAKE GREAT OFFENSE AT YOU MISSPELLING MY SELFAPPOINTED MONIKER
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 23952125


well yell all you want, but i can't spell, i do the best i can to communicate despite my impairment.

somehow i don't think ur an idiot, it's usually the ones that fail to see it that are, but maybe you are jsut smart enough to know thy self...

anyway, my intention is not to ofend you.
i don't have time to waist offending people it's not productive.

i use the words i use to show the intensity of crimes committed against me.

people i am talking about as idiots, will know who they are, and people i am not talking about, will know i am not referring to them.

i hope this clarifies where i am coming from
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11/20/2012 04:39 PM
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You're welcome.
One more thing- it says,'don't suspend life by waiting without living'
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 28148321


this is just it.

unless i choose a side there can be no living for me, only waiting.

unless i want to willingly put myself in situations were i am treated like an enemy and abused for purposes of taking control over me, whether it's by people that share my resolution to end slavery, or by the slave masters, makes little difference, when i am lying on the floor being kicked by two huge men, who couldn't push around my soul and spirit, so they push around my body.

that's what i forgot to mention, choosing to take my own chances means giving up on any hope of livingm and jsut surviving till they sort the war out between themselves, which without my help will drag on for a long time....


i really have no idea what to do anymore.
 Quoting: eve 28145061

that was from hexagram 22, line 2.
I, personally, don't really grasp your situation my dear, sorry, The I-ching connects to something other than 'I'. Permit me, but you seem too weak for a battle; perhaps repair to somewhere nice and gather strength- you may yet win your war.
I think, In the end though, thee are no 'sides'; all things being infinite.
 Quoting: Bhagwash

there are defenetly sides.
there is also nothing wrong with my strenght, not that you will admit to it, but if you had gone through half of the troubles i had gone through, through no fault of my own, you would be in much worse shape.

this goes for anyone, but especially people like you who make up for their inferiority feelings when faced with me, by telling themselves they are better than me....

dear,

honesty is the best policiy, isn't it?
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crowely*
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You're welcome.
One more thing- it says,'don't suspend life by waiting without living'
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 28148321


this is just it.

unless i choose a side there can be no living for me, only waiting.

unless i want to willingly put myself in situations were i am treated like an enemy and abused for purposes of taking control over me, whether it's by people that share my resolution to end slavery, or by the slave masters, makes little difference, when i am lying on the floor being kicked by two huge men, who couldn't push around my soul and spirit, so they push around my body.

that's what i forgot to mention, choosing to take my own chances means giving up on any hope of livingm and jsut surviving till they sort the war out between themselves, which without my help will drag on for a long time....


i really have no idea what to do anymore.
 Quoting: eve 28145061

that was from hexagram 22, line 2.
I, personally, don't really grasp your situation my dear, sorry, The I-ching connects to something other than 'I'. Permit me, but you seem too weak for a battle; perhaps repair to somewhere nice and gather strength- you may yet win your war.
I think, In the end though, thee are no 'sides'; all things being infinite.
 Quoting: Bhagwash

there are defenetly sides.
there is also nothing wrong with my strenght, not that you will admit to it, but if you had gone through half of the troubles i had gone through, through no fault of my own, you would be in much worse shape.

this goes for anyone, but especially people like you who make up for their inferiority feelings when faced with me, by telling themselves they are better than me....

dear,

honesty is the best policiy, isn't it?
 Quoting: eve 28145061

As you like; good luck.

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