i had a bad one like what you say

if i had the chance to tell her how i felt

id tell her to go and get fucked she had her chance and fucked it up

then id give her a hug and kiss and tell her i lover her and i always will

and i would leave it at that

i hope you get your closure forgive you first that is key to overcoming these things

find the love you shared and be an example of that love for others