Well glad nothing happened, otherwise you would be fucking dead... At least glp would know something happened though.

No - this isn't fear... I'm not fearful. It's dread... It's not even anxiety - it's hard to explain... it's just that thickness of inevitability... It's heartbreaking...

One thing said - I am a believer. I have ultimate faith God is in control. But I've never had or understood the joy of the end game. Mercy, mercy. How can I be happy millions or billions will suffer, no matter how just it may or may not be...

But I'm not even talking about this in the "end times" construct - more of a crappy world construct... Not everything is Armageddon...