I want you, I need you, I love you.....

I think you just got to get laid, like the rest of the world do if they are sexually frustrated.

Not trying to be a dick here but I dont think the spiritual yipyap is getting you anywhere.

I know this pain. A few years ago I dreamed of "the one" and had dismissed the dream until a month or so ago when out of no where I just felt her presence and a tapping on the shoulder (the name I'd given her in my notes popped out of nowhere into my head as well). Sadly if it was meant for me to find her then it was too late, for I didn't see her.

Patience and Providence, that will see each of us through to where we need to be to find them. Otherwise we can pitch in with each other for moral support now and then :)

Pain...yes, it's a feeling that is always in your being that you are never alone, but unable to share with the other. This feeling starts and grows deeper and deeper in every year that passes by, every moment you feel as though you can not take any more there is always a hope that grows stronger.

curiously, what is the name given to her? if you don't mind:)

Apparently according to this he has found you already! You just don't know it yet! Enjoy!! What a voice (cleary a gift from GOD!)

I always look for you, if it is you..lis...

Lis, if this is you...im here.

Lis, if this is you...im here.

Tell me one word that will absolutely prove its you...XOOM

i can only think of one that i have heard in my dreams and that is the name William...

I hadn't even thought about it, but Vixen. Seemed to be the only descriptor that fit save her name.

wow! vixon? a peculiar title, tell me though, she is no longer a vixon, so what would you call her by?

I don't know to be honest. Only recently have any "clues" surfaced besides my vague notes from back then. The dream of her actually focused on my daughter presumably with her, and notations on her mother were so vague I only had down a notion of hair color and body type.

For some reason though I think her name starts with an H. I have no proof or evidence save just waking up one morning with that thought.


Edited to clarify and fix some nasty grammar.

what is your vision in life? and i ask this for a reason? i'm not concerned with anything other than this at this moment, and i don't mean to be blunt, but you have sparked an interest and i would like to know what your intentions are.

Mine? In life right now I'm at a standstill asking myself just that. I had my dreams shattered just a year ago now, and I've only just in the last few months gathered up enough pieces to function, let alone think ahead. I hadn't even given consideration to Vixen or any relationship including friends since then.

As for this thread I meant at first only to offer support in the sense of you are not alone in searching but not getting any yield. While I try to and most of the time can control my desire to find her, I'll admit that on more than one occasion I've felt like a dog chasing after cars on the Interstate thinking each is the one I'll catch.

Now, for some reason I feel comfortable answering your questions and I have no explanation for the trust. Its almost out of character for me as I've only told one friend (whose opinion has been highly valuable on dreams before) of Vixen and they said at the time I walked the same streets as her. I've moved since then, but not too far.


I read elsewhere a name you had posted. Sadly my name is not William so I cannot help you in the original intention of your thread unfortunately.

I traveled underground to the bottoms of the earth and that was the name i was given to the one that led me there. This is astral realm of course. It is the only one that has ever given me his name, and frankly did not know what else to answer because there is no name that has ever been given besides that one.
As far as what you said it relates to me so well, as i have thought that it could be any corner, or turn, a glance, any happenstance for the matter, and it's been going on for a very long time. My first and last name end with an H. Sometimes things are a mirror, and what you perceive to be the beginning is really the end:) (wink) and vice verse.
Never doubt the feeling of something more than what you can explain..they will always find a way of explaining themselves in the end.:)

Interesting and I will have to give my own thoughts a good looking over again with this new method.

As for answers to when questions have been actively pursued, all I've gotten besides a letter is the cost of when I do find her, along with a few more physical details (cherrywood hair, sky blue eyes in a shallow set, general idea of height, but no more specific on anything). The knowledge of cost tempers my pursuit a bit and after learning it (I'm not comfortable discussing specifics on it besides a close family member will die near the same time), the problem of control hasn't been as harsh as it was at first.

Hope you find him soon.

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5 kids? You should look up some of the baby daddies.

psalm 139.

i lost my great love 2 years ago.If the world does end i dont care, the world ended for me when i lost her

I had to play this one again, it's being channeled to me from Lilith, and she makes the memories appear to me.





I love you
I love you honey I
Love you I do
More than you ever know
It's for sure you can always count on my love for ever more
I
Need you
I need you baby I
Need you right now
Say can you understand your my man
And my one desire is keeping you satisfied

Baby when we
When we're together say
I'm alright and your alright it's like paradise
I just want you to know how I feel
How I feel

Oh I want you
I want you sugar I
Want you so bad
I got a burning desire my soul's on fire
Can't you see you are my everything

Baby when we
When we're together say
I'm alright and your alright it's like paradise
I just want you to know how I feel
How I feel

Oh I love you
I love you honey I
Love you I do
More than you ever know
It's for sure
You can always count on my love for ever more

I love and need and want you baby
I love and need and want you baby
I love and need and want you baby
Love and need and want you baby
I love and need and want you baby
Love and need and want you baby

You can count on me for ever more
I love
And I need
And I want
You
I got this burning desire
My soul's on fire
You can't count on me for ever more
I love
Baby I need
Baby I want
Your love
Oh I Love you
I need you
You can always count on my love for ever more

When you meet your twin flame, there will be absolutely no doubt. It's THAT strong, more than any other. You will actually FEEL the magnetic/electrical attraction between you, regardless of physical distance. You'll discuss everything truthfully without hiding any details, for the longest time without getting tired or exhausting with the conversation. You'll treat each other sacredly, with patience, trust, and acceptance of each other’s flaws and weaknesses. Control, competition, intimidation, judgements, pretence, deceptions, and restrictions will be nonexistent in the relationship.

Twin flames cannot remain separated permanently, even when things don't work out as expected (and believe me they won't).

WE ARE ONE . I am sorry i have let you down for so long. Im just a late bloomer... but I like it that way .. like they say ( no body ever saw him coming) the underdog the unexpected to save the day. WE will not let this be the last year . Our offspring and families will continue to grow continue to love fuck you end date bitch. IM about to extend it. REMMEMBER THE WORLD WONT END .. YOUR REALITY or preception of the world ends when you die. DONT GIVE UP THAT EASY . YOUR NOT THE TYPE . LOVE IS INSIDE YOU even its deep inside. THE TIME IS NOW.