Dear OP, I totally believe your story.
It is significant that this Thanksgiving you felt you should bring this account forward to share. The GLP forum is as good a place, I guess, as any that you could choose, with a wide readership, some of whom are actually knowledgeable.
How do I say this? I hope you were extremely cautious in relaying this information to your father. He is your father, and is he retired from the Secret Service, but that does not mean you will ever be able to trust him. Do you understand?
There have been hints from other posters in previous comments that something may have happened to you as a child which you do not remember consciously. MANY many children of military, and intelligence agency, families have undergone experiences which changed them, and impacted our society, for the dark side.
If you haven't heard of this series by Dave McGowan, on the black ops backgrounds, from childhood, of major music industry stars, here is a link. The series of articles has been stopped for now, supposedly because of a book deal, but I worry that the book deal may have been a trap for McGowan.
He started writing the "INSIDE THE LC" series in 2008 and issued his last section in March 2012.
GO DOWN THE PAGE to find "Inside the LC" articles:
[link to www.davesweb.cnchost.com
Your father may have been an accomplice. "W" knew your name, all right. He probably met you when you were 4 or 5 years old. But as a kid, you were probably placed under hypnosis, and you will never remember these incidents without professional help.
If someone told me something like this about myself, I would be sick, and I would be scared. But you are 40 years old, and you can handle it. Take this to Jesus in prayer.
Be careful talking to your father, and don't expect him to let anything slip. Don't let him know you are serious, just laugh the whole thing off if you find you're getting nowhere with him. Take some of these comments for 'how-to' pretend to blow the whole thing away.
I agree with others that "W" saw Christ in you. And also, you saw powerful demons in "W" -- Jesus allowed you to see this evil for a reason.
No, probably not because you can save the world with this knowledge. Nobody is going to save this world now.
Jesus has a priority, and that is your own soul, and your own commitment to truth.
Every single experience is Jesus following through with your soul, because He shed His blood for you.
What will you do with this knowledge now?
Finally, if you have children, keep them away from your father and everyone connected with that period in his life.
He that loveth father or mother more than me is not worthy of me: and he that loveth son or daughter more than me is not worthy of me.
And every one that hath forsaken houses, or brethren, or sisters, or father, or mother, or wife, or children, or lands, for my name's sake, shall receive an hundredfold, and shall inherit everlasting life.