The Suspence Is Killing Me....!

Today was the worst day for feeling stressed out that I think I have ever felt in all my years on this planet. I had the worst feeling to hurry up and gather up everything that I thought I would need " To Make It" through what ever is coming. I mean I felt like today was the last day I had to pull it all together. Its been creeping in since the beginning of the week. I feel hyper tonight. Can't explain it.

I have been calm about everything. Quite relaxed actually. Going about living my life like nothing will ever happen cause you have too but at the same time preparing for " Somthing " Today it got me. I can't help but feel today its right around the corner.

I have this terrible feeling somthing has happened or is about too in the next few days. Fuck Me.