I am somewhat self-taught. However, that means my teachers are in the bible. So I don't agree with most members with the body of christ. The masses are blind for the road is narrow. I know god is opening my eyes, ears, and heart. So I would agree with you here. It is not thou shall not murder. It is indeed kill. Love does not harm its neighbor so hate does. Love is the fulfilment of the law. There is no other way but the way, truth, and life.