My life is fucked up. I am filed with hate. I am crazy and there is no hope for me. My family destroyed itself. I want them to leave. My last friend and my brother moved away. I am fucked. My life is over. I can't fix it myself and the doctors don't give a fuck they will just drug me and tell me to have a nice day. I don't want to be a zombie. I want to be happy again. I forgot how to ttalk with people........I end up fucking it up and sounding like a fool......I am not a fool I know for a fact I'm smarter then most of these stupid fucks that pay me my measly ass paycheck.I try.being happy. I hate everything. I hate myself. I hate my life. I hate how fucking crazy I am. My family is useless and I have no friends. I am fucked I am alone and I don't even know why I posted this stupid fucking thing. If anyone has something "smart" to say, fuck you in advance cause if I hear you talking shit in real life ill blow you to fucking bits cause I'm no bitch I'm the real fucking deal and I don't have shit to lose anymore so suck my Dick untell blood drips out of my crazy fucked up head. Ps fuck you very much cause no one will help anyways