I am sick of this i cant fix this.

Fair enough motherfucker but I guarantee you would never say that to my face and if you did you would be the one sucking the barrel of my gun.

nobody can drop their baggage using therapist. it must be dropped by the self. a therapist may or may not assist the process. going within and finding God always works.

Last Edited by God Loves ALL on 11/24/2012 12:08 PM

You´re not a fool, neither a zombie..
This world has gone insane, that´s the only thing and the last sane ones are getting crazy over witnessing all this mess. Try to hold on a little bit longer, there are massive changes ahead, it´s only a matter of time. I know this is easy said, but many are in no better position than you..
Remember yourself, that you´re a lovely human, that has much to give. Being angry is ok, it´s good to let it out.

take care

"If anyone has something "smart" to say, fuck you in advance cause if I hear you talking shit in real life ill blow you to fucking bits cause I'm no bitch I'm the real fucking deal and I don't have shit to lose anymore so suck my Dick untell blood drips out of my crazy fucked up head. Ps fuck you very much cause no one will help anyways"






Fuck you.

Sounds like youre stuck in the low frequencies. You gotta raise up, above all the bullshit, and fight for something good. Find a way around, as a river finds a way around things. You dont always have to tackle everything head on. Sometimes things move in straight lines, sometimes they move in circles.

Sometimes you gotta circle around your problems, dont let em get to you. Find another way. Dont meet force with force.

Ive never taken any medications, I dont believe in them.

Dont worry about proving yourself to anyone but god.

You sound like my almost ex husband. He destroyed our family over his mental health issues and alcohol and...meh, the list goes on and on...Go see a doctor, try some medication. It's not normal to be this angry.

I hope you find yourself in there somewhere. Try God. Try changing your perception. Be thankful. Hell, I don't know what the answer is. Try something different. I think deep down we all feel a little bit how you feel. You're not alone.

Seems like the whole world is going crazy right before the end. :-(

It's absolutely 'normal' to be this angry. That means they're paying attention. The trick is coping with the deception in a healthy manner. I can't say I've cracked the code but I do see the irony of it all.
The more you realize, the angrier one gets. We need to rise above it and hopefully in time, we will.

But for you to tell someone to go take chemicals----speaks volumes as to where your personal growth is stuck.
It's people like you (no offense) that perpetuates the problem.

Well honestly taking drugs is a temporary fix to a permanent problem. Now how the government deals about thus idk but it is what it is.

I'd be happy to. 20 years in the Corps. Nothing scares me especially some loser like you.

Tell me more please...

Notice how anonymous cowards are the one's who encorage people to off themselves? Chicken shit asshole- don't listen to him. No need to off yourself. Life changes, sometime very fast- things will change and get better- just have to ride it out.
Sounds like you have something going on which causes irritation between you and other people. Try to chill- don't dwell on stuff. Get away from the situation for a while, and things will get better.Life is worth living! It is a gift to us from the Universe, and there is not enough of it, so ... peace and love to you, ease up.

SMOKE WEED

20 years in the corps isn't going to save you when I OD your faggot ass on acid and take your mind before I take your pathetic life. Fucking sheep

You have slowly weaponized your mind and are waiting for a reason to activate and explode. Future convict.
Please self-destruct far away from others even though your mind urges you to destroy others. S.A.D.
Merry Fucking Christmas.

Start running. Try learning a new skill. I don't know, you need an outlet. Create a personal goal of what you want to see in your life (things that are in your own control).

Well, as you clearly have a complete understanding of this level of human experience, why not find a purpose and diection through helping others who are down and out? If you have any genuine human generosity, that might appeal?

Sometimes you just have to go through shit. There is no way out but you don't need one. You can't fix it but you don't need too. The purpose of anger is to bring about change ... you dont feel good about it now but that will change ... anger projected outward is hate ... stop giving away all that precious anger to others in the form of hate. Own that anger ... it's gonna change you ... but only hold it in place, don't use it to injure yourself. Anger is like a pot of stew on the stove ... you have to let it sit and change into something delicious ... it takes time and space ... give yourself time with it and space with it ... look it in the eye and don't be afraid of your own power ... that's what it is, your own power but in a base frequency of red. You don't think it will change but it will and you will become stronger in self love and awareness which is real power rather than hate which is real weakness. If you're as tough as you think you are then face it, eat it, accept it, become it ... learn to wield it like a sword but don't hurt anybody with it including yourself or you will just scare yourself. Good luck.

I like that! That's about where I am and have been most of my life... I keep building, and building, only to have strong winds and riptides repeatedly wash it all away. I'm absolutely certain that our whole Economy is intentionally set up that way, so that the costs of living are more than most of us can afford. Then, we get to hear elitists tell us things like: "Go get an additional job (or two, or three) if you need more money." OR "Go to college for 6-8 years, costing a fortune, and you'll get a nice license to 'practice', like us."

What really makes no sense, is that I don't live a lavish lifestyle nor would I ever. I'm perfectly happy with just the simple, basic necessities of Life : Fresh air, clean water and soil, adequate shelter, winter heating fuel, food, adequate clothing, etc. And I'm an obedient, cooperative Citizen; I stay out of trouble and never deliberately harm anyone. I really don't ask for much, no status symbols, no parties, no glamour, none of that. Just give me Life and Freedom, and I'm a Happy camper.

I'm sure a lot of people can understand my point.

If I'm not mistaken I believe I detect a bit of anger on your part OP. Let it all out. Find an nice church tower and ..

Try Weed

Don't delete

The brain learns how to be the most "natural" through a process called neuroplasticity. Basically, everything your senses experience sends signals to shape the neural paths in your brain to form habits and routines... everything from learning how to deliberately control your fingers to being addicted to cigarettes.

It's almost a faulty system as it doesn't make you the most likely for survival but rather, it makes you the most like you. Your subconscious assumes that your routines are who you are and will continue to make it easier for you to be that way until you break from the routines.

This is what makes bad habits difficult to change. Even if your brain is "aware" that something is bad for you, it still makes that certain routine easier to accomplish in the future.

All that is to say that being pessimistic is part of that system. If you're a naturally negative person, you will continue to treat "bad luck" as something you look for to satisfy that habit and treat "good luck" as isolated incidents that are unrelated to how good your life may actually be.

It tends to be the reason why some people have a stubborn level of faith in a belief they can't prove - they've been believing it for so long that they have convinced their own mind that it is true.

So, while it sounds like fucked up advice, the solution for you would be to start routines of appreciating life. Take the bad with the good. Convince yourself that nothing can stop you no matter how bad things get and over time, you will rewire your brain to see things like that more naturally.

This isn't some crazy Dr. Phil lesson - it's simply how the brain works. If you think I'm full of shit, please feel free to take a minute on Google to look up "neuroplasticity" and maybe you'll find some relief. Right now, your brain is telling you that you don't actually want relief. You see things in a way that makes you want to stay mad so you can be mad. Being the victim is your addiction.