I'm really sad

Cheer up Aunty .... Take your WRX for a spin - its a beautiful day - the Blue mountains must be stunning at this time of year with all the wildflowers blooming.

Take some time to smell the Roses Aunty.

What a wonderful experience for an eternal joyous being to incarnate into the illusion of separation to experience love, loss and pain. It must be the opportunity to withdraw from all outside sources of identity and support. Looking , looking , looking for relief but there is none ... only a flat internal baseline of hopelessness, dread and suffering ... As if one were Walikng brought a desert with no life anywhere ... What an incredible opportunity to be forced to reach deeper into your own awareness of yourself and find yourself there again ... and only yourself ... no substitutions ... no prescriptions ... no get better routines ... no god ... just you. Wow! What a priveledge and unique experience for someone who has everything. Do not use your choice to revolt against this dear one, for this is your request, face it straight on as if facing death itself and let the dross be purged off of you. Endure and grow.
Namaste my dear one.