OP, I wouldn't be messing with this kind of karma if I were you.

Please call yourself something else. Say you're the Woman from Heaven or whatever. But you're messing with an army of spirits you should not be messing with by continuing with this. She has had so many people either try to destroy her, or try to be her and I've seen time and time again nothing but an oncoming hell because you are messing with spirits you should NOT be messing with. They will probably take it personally, and as another attack.

Please trust me on this.