Saptaparna - the seven fold man

look how acceptance
is the axis, trust and commitment,
action and courage, realizing self and generosity
all in harmony; balance and happiness follow.

"reflect"

no spoon;
meditate on what
you perceive,
trust your truth.
~grasshopper

"meet your maker"
committed, we give all we got,
in action, accepting our lot;
with courage, we realize our self,
trusting the source for our health.


:)

"wo and men, we adore, at a door"

imagery and under a rose,
alternative way of speaking;
another forever are blind to all prose,
into the sentence peaking.
~capish

A few years back I was going through a spiritual awakening and cleansing of sorts when I was seeing lots of different forms of energy, I had been shown an electrical looking grid by a druid in an obe a month before then I was looking at this one particular kind of energy in my garden that was of the same form but not in grids this was in waves, in my garden, when a voice said the word "PRANA".

I had to go online to research the word.

Good post Andreidita, will read rest of thread now.

8 and 9...

actually just 8. 9 would be 0

8 would be along the lines of higher than the crown chakra.

Unification. the highest yoga.

I have a question for you guys.

For some years I have been on and off in my spiritual quest, taking breaks so to speak, trying different things.

One thing I have noticed is the words do not sink in, the feelings do, I can not recall or pull up protections affirmations etc... So I wing it, I just go with what feels comfortable, say anything that comes to mind, I use intent rather than words, every book every article all of them I have read none right now can I pull up, it still feels like my cup is empty, yet I have a drive to understand the math of it, so have found myself in a frustration bubble of trying to understand what I am pretty sure after 3 years is beyond me, I have no formal education I am a worker sharp of mind taught myself to read and write but my understanding of all these words alludes me frustratingly at times, I have stopped meditating even started eating meat again, it is like I am in an act of rebellion against me, getting high all the time just thinking "fuck it what you worrying about what will be will be you will gravitate to what you need when you need it."

Does any of you others here who all talk a good talk and sound like you know what you are talking about in certain spiritual matters have any advice for me on retaking the reigns of my spiritual quest to find me, I am very close, have seen some of the other me's I was a viking in red leather armor with studs going up the seams (kind of s&m lol), I was sad about my mens or some mens death, and would drink mead, often. I would direct battle from a hill, one morning after having a night of obe's were I went through a ceremony in a pyramid I saw the clouds part in a perfect circle and all bow to the dragon that had taken shape in the middle, the dragon is in my ancestry.

Ha I sound like a moaning old sod but find myself at an impasse, is hard to explain but the war within still rages, yet I am aware already! just not in control.

let me clarify;
start from bottom up:

0. fellowship -> 0. separation(division, confusion, degeneration) -> cosmic unity, second ascension(outward)
1. trust -> 1. mistrust(solitude -> undivadable fellowship
2. self realization -> 2. self(ego) -> unbreakable trust
3. courage -> 3. fear(aggression, silence, lies) -> complete self realization
4. acceptance -> 4. hate(conflict)-> infinite courage
5. action -> 5. death(apathy)-> total acceptance
6. generosity -> 6. greed(competition)-> right action
7. commitment -> 7. lust(perversion) -> unconditional generosity

give -> clear world blocks -> receive

0. fellowship -> unity <=> 0. separation(division, confusion, degeneration) first ascension(inward)

7. commitment -> fellowship <- 7. lust(perversion)
6. generosity- commitment <- 6. greed(competition)
5. action -> generosity <- 5. death(apathy)
4. acceptance -> action <- 4. hate(conflict)

3. courage -> acceptance <- 3. fear(aggression, silence, lies)
2. self realization -> courage <- 2. self(ego)
1. trust -> self realization <- 1. mistrust(solitude)
0. fellowship -> trust <- 0. separation(division, confusion, degeneration)

gift -> received <- block removed.

first one, you receive;
pause,
second one, you give; for
ascension as human.

I rest my case hahahaha.

No offense my friend, this is my understanding not you.

From the above I took away the highlighted, the rest may as well fall on death ears and blind eyes :(

Much love.

you have committed to truth; received unconditional generosity and now are learning to give(perform),
letting the spirit guide you; through performing(acting)
you receive right action, one less human suffering from
apathy, your self.

now giving it to others, you learn to accept that you are
just a performer, not the director, receiving total
acceptance; at this point you are filled with infinite courage, as you realize your connection to the source.

that it's unconditionally your ultimate friend, worthy
of all your trust; now becoming worthy of trust returned, you are introduced to the cosmic unity; never alone again.