When I was a non-believer and chasing enlightenment neo-pagan style, I was a sexual revolutionary,
and masturbation as well as sexual freedom was like a devotional practise..
I could not have imagined I would ever renege on it,
yet here I am, none the happier for all that,
so I'm seriously considering trying it God-style,
I'm not entirely convinced masturbation is a sin,
Catholic tradition calls it a moral disorder..

[link to www.newadvent.org]


maybe I'm missing something by my disobedience...?

Its a hard one, being single and all, it would be a leap of faith.