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This sounds very Zechariah Sitchin, but...I cannot get this out of my mind...By Apollo

 
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I do. And this comes from a "foodie" that used to love to eat. I eat 3 pears at a time, 2 apples, 2 oranges, some Greek Yogurt with blueberries. These are my meals (besides the Raw Meal)

I do wonder what happened to my appetite. I was always healthy but I cannot stomach the intake that so many thrive upon.

Where as food was once such a turn on, it is now such a turn OFF,

Interesting that you may share my theme.

 Quoting: einsteinsfly


Perhaps not so interesting, as perhaps...fated.



The 'Shards' Gather...

:)

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...


I am glad to hear it.


As I have worried.

I have lost 60lbs since September of 2011.

I have nothing left to lose.


So maintenance is crucial.

Hard to get as someone with no appetite and a vegetarian diet.

InDeeD...


BirdsofaFeather

:)
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The Raw Meal deal my friend. It's an organic powder with everything you need. I don't do milk, it sucks with just water, soy can bite me.....almond mild makes it go down nicely. You will notice a nice "return" for your choosing this.

Nope, i don't sell the stuff.......just partake of it everyday as I hate eating and try to be as vegetarian as possible.....



Garden of Life RAW Meal was formulated to be a meal replacement that satisfies hunger, is naturally filling and provides energy, all while providing the protein, fiber, vitamins and minerals that you would find in a healthy meal of raw foods.
RAW Meal goes beyond organic by providing live probiotics and enzymes, Vitamin Code® RAW Food-Created vitamins and minerals, as well as nutrient Code Factors™ such as beta-glucans, SOD, glutathione and CoQ10, enabling natural recognition by your body.
Containing 26 superfoods from RAW organic seeds, sprouts and greens, RAW Meal provides 34 grams of protein, 9-15 grams of fiber and a healthy 2.5 grams of fat making it an excellent choice for “weight conscious” individuals. RAW Meal also offers 20 Vitamin Code vitamins and minerals providing at least 100% of the Daily Value of 16 key nutrients.
Just as important is what’s NOT included in RAW Meal. It is gluten-free, dairy-free and lactose-free. It has no fillers, no synthetic nutrients, no artificial flavors or sweeteners and no preservatives.
A convenient meal-on-the-go, RAW Meal is suitable for almost anyone including those on vegetarian or vegan diets, those on low carbohydrate diets or those with gastrointestinal sensitivities to milk, whey or other protein sources. RAW Meal offers the following:
Provides the nutrition of a well-balanced, healthy meal
Naturally filling, satisfies hunger, provides energy
Excellent source of RAW organic, plant-based protein (34g) – including all essential amino acids
Provides live probiotics and enzymes for healthy digestion
Made exclusively from RAW natural, plant-based, whole foods – uncooked, untreated, unadulterated
Contains 13 RAW organic sprouts, 4 RAW organic cereal grass juices, 5 RAW organic fruits, spirulina and chlorella
No Trans Fats
 Quoting: einsteinsfly


This stuff sounds good ! I will try this.

I was poisoned too as a youth, I cannot get into the details here but it turned a muscular slender young man into what I am today. My thyroid I'm sure is off and my bloodsugar dips so low along with blood pressure that I have to eat nearly every hour. My pancreas is damaged.

I will look into this, some others I know will like it too.
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You will love the benefits! Definitely do almond milk. Or, coconut milk. NEVER cow's milk (especially you Apollo.)
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Re: This sounds very Zechariah Sitchin, but...I cannot get this out of my mind...By Apollo
I do. And this comes from a "foodie" that used to love to eat. I eat 3 pears at a time, 2 apples, 2 oranges, some Greek Yogurt with blueberries. These are my meals (besides the Raw Meal)

I do wonder what happened to my appetite. I was always healthy but I cannot stomach the intake that so many thrive upon.

Where as food was once such a turn on, it is now such a turn OFF,

Interesting that you may share my theme.

 Quoting: einsteinsfly


Perhaps not so interesting, as perhaps...fated.



The 'Shards' Gather...

:)

universe
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Yes. I always adore the simplicity of connection.
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Yes. I always adore the simplicity of connection.
 Quoting: einsteinsfly


Yes.

That which mimics the Above and Below...


In ALL things.


Cold Desires Warmth...

Could it be so Simple?

Indeed.


lightbulblight


-------->


vortex


Desire and Will.

yinyang


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The Raw Meal deal my friend. It's an organic powder with everything you need. I don't do milk, it sucks with just water, soy can bite me.....almond mild makes it go down nicely. You will notice a nice "return" for your choosing this.

Nope, i don't sell the stuff.......just partake of it everyday as I hate eating and try to be as vegetarian as possible.....



Garden of Life RAW Meal was formulated to be a meal replacement that satisfies hunger, is naturally filling and provides energy, all while providing the protein, fiber, vitamins and minerals that you would find in a healthy meal of raw foods.
RAW Meal goes beyond organic by providing live probiotics and enzymes, Vitamin Code® RAW Food-Created vitamins and minerals, as well as nutrient Code Factors™ such as beta-glucans, SOD, glutathione and CoQ10, enabling natural recognition by your body.
Containing 26 superfoods from RAW organic seeds, sprouts and greens, RAW Meal provides 34 grams of protein, 9-15 grams of fiber and a healthy 2.5 grams of fat making it an excellent choice for “weight conscious” individuals. RAW Meal also offers 20 Vitamin Code vitamins and minerals providing at least 100% of the Daily Value of 16 key nutrients.
Just as important is what’s NOT included in RAW Meal. It is gluten-free, dairy-free and lactose-free. It has no fillers, no synthetic nutrients, no artificial flavors or sweeteners and no preservatives.
A convenient meal-on-the-go, RAW Meal is suitable for almost anyone including those on vegetarian or vegan diets, those on low carbohydrate diets or those with gastrointestinal sensitivities to milk, whey or other protein sources. RAW Meal offers the following:
Provides the nutrition of a well-balanced, healthy meal
Naturally filling, satisfies hunger, provides energy
Excellent source of RAW organic, plant-based protein (34g) – including all essential amino acids
Provides live probiotics and enzymes for healthy digestion
Made exclusively from RAW natural, plant-based, whole foods – uncooked, untreated, unadulterated
Contains 13 RAW organic sprouts, 4 RAW organic cereal grass juices, 5 RAW organic fruits, spirulina and chlorella
No Trans Fats
 Quoting: einsteinsfly


This stuff sounds good ! I will try this.

I was poisoned too as a youth, I cannot get into the details here but it turned a muscular slender young man into what I am today. My thyroid I'm sure is off and my bloodsugar dips so low along with blood pressure that I have to eat nearly every hour. My pancreas is damaged.

I will look into this, some others I know will like it too.
 Quoting: einsteinsfly

You will love the benefits! Definitely do almond milk. Or, coconut milk. NEVER cow's milk (especially you Apollo.)
 Quoting: APOLLO ILLUMINIST


Gotcha, I like both suggestions already. hf
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Dear Apollo,

please pardon my english, it is not my native language. I have followed some of your threads for some time now. It is always interesting to me although I must admit that I always, always have my doubts about every esoteric thoughts.

Too many times have I experienced that everything we try to explain comes from one fear and that is the fear of death. The last few days I was thinking about consciousness again and I really tried to understand why it is that we do have this "Bewußt-Sein" (consciousness). I came to the conclusion that with consciousness came the fear of death.

I have always been interested in Spirituality and read soo many books etc. about this subject. In the end I realized that everything, really everything I ever thought to know was just something I have read before or was told before...so I came to the conclusion that I know nothing at all...really nothing from my own self. You cannot imagine in what state of shock that brought me and I really fell in a deep hole of frustration...and depression.

So I started from anew...and doubted everything I was told or read. I even ignored my dreams which I had always analyzed before, which brought me to a state, a few months later, of always feeling weaker and weaker, depressed. So I started reeeaaal slow to look at my dreams again. I began feeling better as I brought the thoughts of my dreams into my life again.

(By the way, did you know that humans die if you take away the dreams? There has been an experiment about it...I tought it was interesting, since they did sleep but were always held from dreaming.)

Until this day I am not sure if all these thoughts about reincarnation, life after death is only wishful thinking. As said before...with consciousness came the fear of death in my opinion. So the question will always be, if consciousness is only something that developed out of evolution or...yes....or...? To be honest I even doubt the thought of evolution and have my reasons for it.

Until this day I always look at everything in my life with doubt. Believing is not knowing. Fear is not a good lead...

my very best Regards
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You write very well ! And you are extremely contemplative, and reached the level of introspection, meaning and philosophy. If I looked at your chart. I would see spiritual calling and a seeking maturity.
Do not worry about your sensitivity and fears ! It is a natural transition from animal state. When we emerge from the animal state, we start to question where such traits came from.
Animals only have certain drives to eat, sleep, shelter, mating, and survival. Most humans are driven to this state as well. We are in some of those traits 24/7. The instinctual drive to preserve the physical specimen is natural and important or else wed be curious and jump off cliffs to our deaths, just out of curiosity.

Every cell in our body wants to stay alive, but its actually the electro magnetic charge that determines to animate the organic tissue. Our bodies have a slight electromagnetic charge that aligns with the planetary solar system as a type of circuit board and interacts with the ionic field

I can get all mystic and old school religion to discuss what happens to us after we die, but its no longer necessary really . In the end its all science. Our energies continue on in a plasma, electromagnetic spectrum orb. Different colored orbs are different levels of a souls journey and evolvement with purple being the hightest mastery.

The best way to be assured is thru the study of astrology. I cannot stress this enough. We are encoded thru many lifetimes in these charts and we can follow the schedule of our journey thru each planetary transit and placement..

I will go into this more in the days to come..
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Thank you very much for your reply :-). I am looking forward to hearing more about this subject.
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Wow, just wow.... I was here reading this thread last night before going to sleep and wow.. what a dream I just woke up from a few minutes ago! So profound, biblical, and anthropomorphic in nature. I've been having goosebumps and spine shocks since I woke up out of it and continued to as I revised what happened. I even asked for this dream before I laid to sleep last night while talking with Him and asking him to entice a dream that I will remember.

There was blurriness as I cannot recall the start of the dream but I was in a retail store walking down and isle. A person came up to me and started talking about something that I could not remember for the life of me. It was profound and impactful as I remember crying after hearing it.
Not of fear or pain, but of beauty and wonder. I ended up making my way towards the check out line where there were two couples. A black couple around my age and a white couple (younger woman, older man). While waiting, I was in my own mind thinking as I overheard the black guy say to his girl, ''Look, revelations'', as he looked up at a gigantic clock on the wall above us to the front of the building where all the letterboards were located. I think the clock said 10:16 or 12:10. It was somewhere around that time, so I thought of Revelations within that number frame. Possibly around Interlude after the 6th seal.
Of course, me having the experience in the isle beforehand, we ended up locking eyes as if he knew what had just happened to me. I started to tear in the eyes again remembering what I felt before while in the isle. Both him and his girl smiled while looking at me. I fell to a kneel, put my arms on the counter looking up as I was about to start praying (mind you, I have never been in this position before). There was some things the couple was saying to one another in the meantime that held significant meaning to what I was feeling.

This is when the younger white girl butted in and said in an arrogant voice, ''Yeah, but meaning can be found in everything. I mean look....'' she started to go through her shopping bag. ''I got chicken at the top and...''... pulling out the chicken from the bag, ''And shrimp at the bottom''. We all looked at her with dumbfounded faces, including her partner. Her partner looked at her and shook his head at such a naive statement but then looked back at me and smiled with such eyes of a wise man. I wanted to say to the girl, ''Yeah, and you are I, I am you, and we are all together.'', but I didn't. I said it in my head tho and chuckled inside.

I left everything inside as I felt a sudden need to get home. I got outside and started to ask people if they were headed in my direction and if I could give them gas money to drop me off somewhere close to home that I can walk to and fro. Eventually I found that nobody was headed where I was needing to go, so I started to walk.
As I was leaving the parking lot, I noticed someone else was walking with me. A tall black guy around my age was walking behind me and slightly to my left side as if he was going in a different direction. I saw a fence ahead of him and pieced together that we we're going to the same place, he was just taking a shortcut. Something you need to know is that this fence was a good 7 or 8 feet high. I knew I couldn't get over it, but he jumped it with an unmeasurable amount of grace. Like a cat.
I walked around the fence and ended up on the side of the woods walking along side it. Ahead of me, I saw a pack of foxes with the black guy walking behind them, further from me.

Within the next 5 seconds, I had several thoughts and feelings come within me. First, I knew I had to get passed this pack to get where I needed to go. Second, I saw that there were 3 reddish orange foxes that I felt a calming presence over. I took a few more steps forward and saw a black and white fox?.. At least it looked like the other foxes with exception to the color. Here is where I felt a sort of defensiveness come up in me. As if I KNEW the fox would attack, while at the same time, wondering if I screamed loud enough if that other guy would turn around and see, call for help, come for help, anything. Sure enough, the fox charged at me, opened it's mouth with it's lips behind it's teeth and growled it's wolven presence, as it was not a fox at all. Turned out it was a wolf. And as aggressive as he was, he clamped his teeth around my arm. I screamed for help and I noticed the black guy, at the end of the meadow, almost to the road in which I needed to get to myself, turned around and saw what was going on. He rushed back to me to help and was genuinely concerned for my safety. Once he got to me, the wolf released from my arm and then started talking to me! (I've never had animals talk to me in dreams before or that I can recall)
The wolf said to me...

''Don't you realize. This is you. You are everything inside and all around.''

A calm settled over all three of us as I felt that beauty and wonder once again which had me think if it was the same scenario as when that person came up to me in the isle of the retail store in the beginning of the dream, or the end as if this was a looped dream in which it's purpose was so that I could remember it upon wakening.
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Friend, thank you for sharing ! I will be back tomorrow in reply....
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Dear Apollo,

please pardon my english, it is not my native language. I have followed some of your threads for some time now. It is always interesting to me although I must admit that I always, always have my doubts about every esoteric thoughts.

Too many times have I experienced that everything we try to explain comes from one fear and that is the fear of death. The last few days I was thinking about consciousness again and I really tried to understand why it is that we do have this "Bewußt-Sein" (consciousness). I came to the conclusion that with consciousness came the fear of death.

I have always been interested in Spirituality and read soo many books etc. about this subject. In the end I realized that everything, really everything I ever thought to know was just something I have read before or was told before...so I came to the conclusion that I know nothing at all...really nothing from my own self. You cannot imagine in what state of shock that brought me and I really fell in a deep hole of frustration...and depression.

So I started from anew...and doubted everything I was told or read. I even ignored my dreams which I had always analyzed before, which brought me to a state, a few months later, of always feeling weaker and weaker, depressed. So I started reeeaaal slow to look at my dreams again. I began feeling better as I brought the thoughts of my dreams into my life again.

(By the way, did you know that humans die if you take away the dreams? There has been an experiment about it...I tought it was interesting, since they did sleep but were always held from dreaming.)

Until this day I am not sure if all these thoughts about reincarnation, life after death is only wishful thinking. As said before...with consciousness came the fear of death in my opinion. So the question will always be, if consciousness is only something that developed out of evolution or...yes....or...? To be honest I even doubt the thought of evolution and have my reasons for it.

Until this day I always look at everything in my life with doubt. Believing is not knowing. Fear is not a good lead...

my very best Regards
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You write very well ! And you are extremely contemplative, and reached the level of introspection, meaning and philosophy. If I looked at your chart. I would see spiritual calling and a seeking maturity.
Do not worry about your sensitivity and fears ! It is a natural transition from animal state. When we emerge from the animal state, we start to question where such traits came from.
Animals only have certain drives to eat, sleep, shelter, mating, and survival. Most humans are driven to this state as well. We are in some of those traits 24/7. The instinctual drive to preserve the physical specimen is natural and important or else wed be curious and jump off cliffs to our deaths, just out of curiosity.

Every cell in our body wants to stay alive, but its actually the electro magnetic charge that determines to animate the organic tissue. Our bodies have a slight electromagnetic charge that aligns with the planetary solar system as a type of circuit board and interacts with the ionic field

I can get all mystic and old school religion to discuss what happens to us after we die, but its no longer necessary really . In the end its all science. Our energies continue on in a plasma, electromagnetic spectrum orb. Different colored orbs are different levels of a souls journey and evolvement with purple being the hightest mastery.

The best way to be assured is thru the study of astrology. I cannot stress this enough. We are encoded thru many lifetimes in these charts and we can follow the schedule of our journey thru each planetary transit and placement..

I will go into this more in the days to come..
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Thank you very much for your reply :-). I am looking forward to hearing more about this subject.
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Yes, Ill add to this too. The Phoenix has turned from fire to electric..=) Will explain soon.
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This sounds very Zechariah Sitchin, but...I cannot get this out of my mind...By Apollo


Hello ! I hope you all had a wonderful and ful-FILLING. Thanksgiving holiday ! We all should be five lbs heavier by now. =) Some of the alignments had some tension, but overall the joy of the season should have made for smooth sailing and shopping. Many are tight on the budget this year but its still a season of sustainance

I wanted to share with you a vision I had when driving home. The rhythm of the music I was listening to and the timing of its beats, coupled with some flashing city lights sent me into a momentary trance state that lasted a few seconds. It was a instant flashback so it didn't interfere with my driving. The vision I'm about to share with you was like something out of Zechariah Sitchin for those familiar with ancient astronaut theory and the Annunaki. But my vision is more down to earth and humane. The ones I remember came to earth to help people, not enslave them.

I remembered being a little boy of about three years of age on a house ship; a hovering ship that was either docked or hovering in one spot, in other words what we call a UFO. I was looking out the wide windows to the scene below. The house ship had oblong windows that encircled much of the curvature inside. I can hear the humming of either the engine system or the climate control of the heating and cooling system.

The infrastructure below on the ground had lit towers and it appeared to be many buildings in phases of construction admist many frames and metal beams and vehicles. Other ships were flying in and out or to and fro. What amused me most was the red and blue lights that lit up the activity. . Im sure the there was all colors of lighting but red and blue stuck out for me at the time. I was sad and bored cause I was waiting for my Father. My Father had left me on the houseship with some nannies while he visited his engineer friends . I recall many lonely and bored days on the houseship waiting for him. The house ship was not at all like the movies or star trek, The ships was decorated to be comfortable like a home with carpeting and couches. I had a room with carpeted play pods arranged like a maze in my room where I often played and feel asleep in. I liked playing hide and seek on the house ship and remembered running down the corridors or hallways till my nannies called for me or my Father came home. He seemed to be involved with a team of biologists and engineers and scientists, and we were on some sort of trip because the ship was not my usual home, That is all I recall.

The feeling I'm left with is a deep loss, and longing to remember more cause I'm actually missing someone I've never known in this life. If I was back aboard this ship, I almost feel I would know my way around and find my bedroom and dining area and recognize my Father if I saw him. The decor inside had a lot of gold and brown colors and minimal stuff . I dont recall any control panels or cockpits or pimped out electronics like they show in the movies. lol. All technology was already built into the ship as a type of A.I. system that controlled everything.

The public is currently not being told our true history on earth. As all secret societies know, the technology we have today is not new. We are simply in another repeat cycle. We once had high technology before. I have a feeling that soon our starry origins will be revealed
 Quoting: APOLLO ILLUMINIST


This is great Apollo.

Thank you for sharing.



I would like to share my impression if you will, as I picked up on the 'cycle' as well.

I didn't read your entire thread as I just discovered it...so forgive me if this has been addressed, but did you have the impression that this was a type of 'future' incarnation or more of an inter-dimensional awareness of another "Self'?

:)
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Hi Seer ! Its good to see you friend ! It was of the past. That I was certain. Earth was a experiment of sorts. Man was made in the image of the Elohim
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that was not within your experience apollo
that is your translation arising from your experiences that you have formed because of your current beliefs that you hold dear which incorporate consensus translation of similar experiences
consensus translation by people whom following thousands of years of study on these topics are currently faced with the reality that their beliefs led them and their believers into a universe that has never existed except in their imagination

hugs

forgive my intrusion into your visions of recent and past
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that was not within your experience apollo
that is your translation arising from your experiences that you have formed because of your current beliefs that you hold dear which incorporate consensus translation of similar experiences
consensus translation by people whom following thousands of years of study on these topics are currently faced with the reality that their beliefs led them and their believers into a universe that has never existed except in their imagination

hugs

forgive my intrusion into your visions of recent and past
 Quoting: aether


if i may shed further light on this topic you recall your close encounter with the red orb and your being told on line in your forum shortly afterwards that what occurred was upon your experience you ran through all possible conclusions for your close encounter whilst the orb digested your response to it`s appearance thus providing a clear picture of your belief superimposed onto reality

the reason why you experienced the close encounter is because other people (human) believe your personality fits into peacefully bridging the gap between what our secret societies have faith within and the real universe they now are forced to incorporate into their faith

transforming faith into reality is never easy and it is believed by other people that you possess, by nature, a personality that will assist in this process positively

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Hello ! I hope you all had a wonderful and ful-FILLING. Thanksgiving holiday ! We all should be five lbs heavier by now. =) Some of the alignments had some tension, but overall the joy of the season should have made for smooth sailing and shopping. Many are tight on the budget this year but its still a season of sustainance

I wanted to share with you a vision I had when driving home. The rhythm of the music I was listening to and the timing of its beats, coupled with some flashing city lights sent me into a momentary trance state that lasted a few seconds. It was a instant flashback so it didn't interfere with my driving. The vision I'm about to share with you was like something out of Zechariah Sitchin for those familiar with ancient astronaut theory and the Annunaki. But my vision is more down to earth and humane. The ones I remember came to earth to help people, not enslave them.

I remembered being a little boy of about three years of age on a house ship; a hovering ship that was either docked or hovering in one spot, in other words what we call a UFO. I was looking out the wide windows to the scene below. The house ship had oblong windows that encircled much of the curvature inside. I can hear the humming of either the engine system or the climate control of the heating and cooling system.

The infrastructure below on the ground had lit towers and it appeared to be many buildings in phases of construction admist many frames and metal beams and vehicles. Other ships were flying in and out or to and fro. What amused me most was the red and blue lights that lit up the activity. . Im sure the there was all colors of lighting but red and blue stuck out for me at the time. I was sad and bored cause I was waiting for my Father. My Father had left me on the houseship with some nannies while he visited his engineer friends . I recall many lonely and bored days on the houseship waiting for him. The house ship was not at all like the movies or star trek, The ships was decorated to be comfortable like a home with carpeting and couches. I had a room with carpeted play pods arranged like a maze in my room where I often played and feel asleep in. I liked playing hide and seek on the house ship and remembered running down the corridors or hallways till my nannies called for me or my Father came home. He seemed to be involved with a team of biologists and engineers and scientists, and we were on some sort of trip because the ship was not my usual home, That is all I recall.

The feeling I'm left with is a deep loss, and longing to remember more cause I'm actually missing someone I've never known in this life. If I was back aboard this ship, I almost feel I would know my way around and find my bedroom and dining area and recognize my Father if I saw him. The decor inside had a lot of gold and brown colors and minimal stuff . I dont recall any control panels or cockpits or pimped out electronics like they show in the movies. lol. All technology was already built into the ship as a type of A.I. system that controlled everything.

The public is currently not being told our true history on earth. As all secret societies know, the technology we have today is not new. We are simply in another repeat cycle. We once had high technology before. I have a feeling that soon our starry origins will be revealed
 Quoting: APOLLO ILLUMINIST


This is great Apollo.

Thank you for sharing.



I would like to share my impression if you will, as I picked up on the 'cycle' as well.

I didn't read your entire thread as I just discovered it...so forgive me if this has been addressed, but did you have the impression that this was a type of 'future' incarnation or more of an inter-dimensional awareness of another "Self'?

:)
 Quoting: Seer777


Hi Seer ! Its good to see you friend ! It was of the past. That I was certain. Earth was a experiment of sorts. Man was made in the image of the Elohim
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that was not within your experience apollo
that is your translation arising from your experiences that you have formed because of your current beliefs that you hold dear which incorporate consensus translation of similar experiences
consensus translation by people whom following thousands of years of study on these topics are currently faced with the reality that their beliefs led them and their believers into a universe that has never existed except in their imagination

hugs

forgive my intrusion into your visions of recent and past
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Hi Aether...thank you for your input. Maybe so. It does originate from my heart cause it holds the vision of something Ive always been seeking. A reputable Father figure and his love and being in a safe, orderly world where people knew what they were doing...

In the least, the Rosicrucians say..the world was born from our imagination..

I still think these feelings carried thru many lifetimes and that I WAS TRULY THERE.

At the end of time in initiatory science, we get to live out our opposite selves.. before we return to our original

Imagination is a powerful tool for we were made in their IMAGE..
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that was not within your experience apollo
that is your translation arising from your experiences that you have formed because of your current beliefs that you hold dear which incorporate consensus translation of similar experiences
consensus translation by people whom following thousands of years of study on these topics are currently faced with the reality that their beliefs led them and their believers into a universe that has never existed except in their imagination

hugs

forgive my intrusion into your visions of recent and past
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if i may shed further light on this topic you recall your close encounter with the red orb and your being told on line in your forum shortly afterwards that what occurred was upon your experience you ran through all possible conclusions for your close encounter whilst the orb digested your response to it`s appearance thus providing a clear picture of your belief superimposed onto reality

the reason why you experienced the close encounter is because other people (human) believe your personality fits into peacefully bridging the gap between what our secret societies have faith within and the real universe they now are forced to incorporate into their faith

transforming faith into reality is never easy and it is believed by other people that you possess, by nature, a personality that will assist in this process positively

hugs


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I am so ready for this reality, truly and positively. The explanation that somehow our environment colored us and shaped us and nationalized us isnt flying anymore with most. We still have a search for a more reasonable explanation

In the least, Project Paperclip and Martin Marietta and Lockheed know some of those answers...

Thats the faith we need transformed into reality right now. We need the truth.
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Re: This sounds very Zechariah Sitchin, but...I cannot get this out of my mind...By Apollo
Wow, just wow.... I was here reading this thread last night before going to sleep and wow.. what a dream I just woke up from a few minutes ago! So profound, biblical, and anthropomorphic in nature. I've been having goosebumps and spine shocks since I woke up out of it and continued to as I revised what happened. I even asked for this dream before I laid to sleep last night while talking with Him and asking him to entice a dream that I will remember.

There was blurriness as I cannot recall the start of the dream but I was in a retail store walking down and isle. A person came up to me and started talking about something that I could not remember for the life of me. It was profound and impactful as I remember crying after hearing it.
Not of fear or pain, but of beauty and wonder. I ended up making my way towards the check out line where there were two couples. A black couple around my age and a white couple (younger woman, older man). While waiting, I was in my own mind thinking as I overheard the black guy say to his girl, ''Look, revelations'', as he looked up at a gigantic clock on the wall above us to the front of the building where all the letterboards were located. I think the clock said 10:16 or 12:10. It was somewhere around that time, so I thought of Revelations within that number frame. Possibly around Interlude after the 6th seal.
Of course, me having the experience in the isle beforehand, we ended up locking eyes as if he knew what had just happened to me. I started to tear in the eyes again remembering what I felt before while in the isle. Both him and his girl smiled while looking at me. I fell to a kneel, put my arms on the counter looking up as I was about to start praying (mind you, I have never been in this position before). There was some things the couple was saying to one another in the meantime that held significant meaning to what I was feeling.

This is when the younger white girl butted in and said in an arrogant voice, ''Yeah, but meaning can be found in everything. I mean look....'' she started to go through her shopping bag. ''I got chicken at the top and...''... pulling out the chicken from the bag, ''And shrimp at the bottom''. We all looked at her with dumbfounded faces, including her partner. Her partner looked at her and shook his head at such a naive statement but then looked back at me and smiled with such eyes of a wise man. I wanted to say to the girl, ''Yeah, and you are I, I am you, and we are all together.'', but I didn't. I said it in my head tho and chuckled inside.

I left everything inside as I felt a sudden need to get home. I got outside and started to ask people if they were headed in my direction and if I could give them gas money to drop me off somewhere close to home that I can walk to and fro. Eventually I found that nobody was headed where I was needing to go, so I started to walk.
As I was leaving the parking lot, I noticed someone else was walking with me. A tall black guy around my age was walking behind me and slightly to my left side as if he was going in a different direction. I saw a fence ahead of him and pieced together that we we're going to the same place, he was just taking a shortcut. Something you need to know is that this fence was a good 7 or 8 feet high. I knew I couldn't get over it, but he jumped it with an unmeasurable amount of grace. Like a cat.
I walked around the fence and ended up on the side of the woods walking along side it. Ahead of me, I saw a pack of foxes with the black guy walking behind them, further from me.

Within the next 5 seconds, I had several thoughts and feelings come within me. First, I knew I had to get passed this pack to get where I needed to go. Second, I saw that there were 3 reddish orange foxes that I felt a calming presence over. I took a few more steps forward and saw a black and white fox?.. At least it looked like the other foxes with exception to the color. Here is where I felt a sort of defensiveness come up in me. As if I KNEW the fox would attack, while at the same time, wondering if I screamed loud enough if that other guy would turn around and see, call for help, come for help, anything. Sure enough, the fox charged at me, opened it's mouth with it's lips behind it's teeth and growled it's wolven presence, as it was not a fox at all. Turned out it was a wolf. And as aggressive as he was, he clamped his teeth around my arm. I screamed for help and I noticed the black guy, at the end of the meadow, almost to the road in which I needed to get to myself, turned around and saw what was going on. He rushed back to me to help and was genuinely concerned for my safety. Once he got to me, the wolf released from my arm and then started talking to me! (I've never had animals talk to me in dreams before or that I can recall)
The wolf said to me...

''Don't you realize. This is you. You are everything inside and all around.''

A calm settled over all three of us as I felt that beauty and wonder once again which had me think if it was the same scenario as when that person came up to me in the isle of the retail store in the beginning of the dream, or the end as if this was a looped dream in which it's purpose was so that I could remember it upon wakening.
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Friend, thank you for sharing ! I will be back tomorrow in reply....
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Hello, I need another day cause theres some pics I will upload to help with some ideas.

Thanks !
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Wow, just wow.... I was here reading this thread last night before going to sleep and wow.. what a dream I just woke up from a few minutes ago! So profound, biblical, and anthropomorphic in nature. I've been having goosebumps and spine shocks since I woke up out of it and continued to as I revised what happened. I even asked for this dream before I laid to sleep last night while talking with Him and asking him to entice a dream that I will remember.

There was blurriness as I cannot recall the start of the dream but I was in a retail store walking down and isle. A person came up to me and started talking about something that I could not remember for the life of me. It was profound and impactful as I remember crying after hearing it.
Not of fear or pain, but of beauty and wonder. I ended up making my way towards the check out line where there were two couples. A black couple around my age and a white couple (younger woman, older man). While waiting, I was in my own mind thinking as I overheard the black guy say to his girl, ''Look, revelations'', as he looked up at a gigantic clock on the wall above us to the front of the building where all the letterboards were located. I think the clock said 10:16 or 12:10. It was somewhere around that time, so I thought of Revelations within that number frame. Possibly around Interlude after the 6th seal.
Of course, me having the experience in the isle beforehand, we ended up locking eyes as if he knew what had just happened to me. I started to tear in the eyes again remembering what I felt before while in the isle. Both him and his girl smiled while looking at me. I fell to a kneel, put my arms on the counter looking up as I was about to start praying (mind you, I have never been in this position before). There was some things the couple was saying to one another in the meantime that held significant meaning to what I was feeling.

This is when the younger white girl butted in and said in an arrogant voice, ''Yeah, but meaning can be found in everything. I mean look....'' she started to go through her shopping bag. ''I got chicken at the top and...''... pulling out the chicken from the bag, ''And shrimp at the bottom''. We all looked at her with dumbfounded faces, including her partner. Her partner looked at her and shook his head at such a naive statement but then looked back at me and smiled with such eyes of a wise man. I wanted to say to the girl, ''Yeah, and you are I, I am you, and we are all together.'', but I didn't. I said it in my head tho and chuckled inside.

I left everything inside as I felt a sudden need to get home. I got outside and started to ask people if they were headed in my direction and if I could give them gas money to drop me off somewhere close to home that I can walk to and fro. Eventually I found that nobody was headed where I was needing to go, so I started to walk.
As I was leaving the parking lot, I noticed someone else was walking with me. A tall black guy around my age was walking behind me and slightly to my left side as if he was going in a different direction. I saw a fence ahead of him and pieced together that we we're going to the same place, he was just taking a shortcut. Something you need to know is that this fence was a good 7 or 8 feet high. I knew I couldn't get over it, but he jumped it with an unmeasurable amount of grace. Like a cat.
I walked around the fence and ended up on the side of the woods walking along side it. Ahead of me, I saw a pack of foxes with the black guy walking behind them, further from me.

Within the next 5 seconds, I had several thoughts and feelings come within me. First, I knew I had to get passed this pack to get where I needed to go. Second, I saw that there were 3 reddish orange foxes that I felt a calming presence over. I took a few more steps forward and saw a black and white fox?.. At least it looked like the other foxes with exception to the color. Here is where I felt a sort of defensiveness come up in me. As if I KNEW the fox would attack, while at the same time, wondering if I screamed loud enough if that other guy would turn around and see, call for help, come for help, anything. Sure enough, the fox charged at me, opened it's mouth with it's lips behind it's teeth and growled it's wolven presence, as it was not a fox at all. Turned out it was a wolf. And as aggressive as he was, he clamped his teeth around my arm. I screamed for help and I noticed the black guy, at the end of the meadow, almost to the road in which I needed to get to myself, turned around and saw what was going on. He rushed back to me to help and was genuinely concerned for my safety. Once he got to me, the wolf released from my arm and then started talking to me! (I've never had animals talk to me in dreams before or that I can recall)
The wolf said to me...

''Don't you realize. This is you. You are everything inside and all around.''

A calm settled over all three of us as I felt that beauty and wonder once again which had me think if it was the same scenario as when that person came up to me in the isle of the retail store in the beginning of the dream, or the end as if this was a looped dream in which it's purpose was so that I could remember it upon wakening.
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Friend, thank you for sharing ! I will be back tomorrow in reply....
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Hello, I need another day cause theres some pics I will upload to help with some ideas.

Thanks !
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Hi there, theres many elements in your story, but Ill touch on a few, In Alchemy the black king and white queen mean that the Black King

The Lovers card in Crowley THOTH

Osiris is a Black God...also, its a way to draw Saturn..
The Black or Moorish King wears the GOlden crown and the White Queen the silver Crown, He has the red lion and she the white eagle..

Heres the card..

of the black man and white woman


[link to www.corax.com]

Also your chicken on top, shrimp on bottom could be typical diet of Edom (Christianity and unclean meats) and chicken could be Kosher. (return to Judaism)

The Fox is a symbol of Samson, he tied 300 foxes tails together and set them afire..

It is said that the Last Judge will arise to judge mankind in the end of days...

Samson was a judge of Israel and a Nazarite, His family was of the Tribe of Dan
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The Fox is a symbol of Samson, he tied 300 foxes tails together and set them afire..

It is said that the Last Judge will arise to judge mankind in the end of days...

Samson was a judge of Israel and a Nazarite, His family was of the Tribe of Dan
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May I ask this then Apollo what does The Fox and The Red Rose Symbolize ?
" I have Lost My Religion and found My Spirituality "

If it were not for My Life's Lessons I would not be Who I am today. "Thank You"

" I will NOT ... Give up: Give in: or admit defeat: I will overcome all obstacles in my path and reach the mark/goal and gateway out: :)) "
"It is Wholeness and Balance That I seek"
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"All my life, my heart has yearned for a thing I cannot name."~Andre Breton

I understand the feeling of loss though I've never lost a family member. I have longed for someone all my life and have not found him here. It's been a lonely place for me.

Someday we will go home again and it will all make sense. Right now we have filters on so we can't see what is real and what is illusion. it's not the best place to be, but then again there are beauties here that can flood the heart with joy and love and for those I am eternally grateful...
one day it will all make sense, you are never alone

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