This sounds very Zechariah Sitchin, but...I cannot get this out of my mind...By Apollo

Yes they are for real ... Im not the kind of person to fake or fudge anything still have the original pictures either on my phone or my computer or my external hardrive.

LOL,
(One moth speaking to another!)


ref. - The Eagle's Gift

Saludos and Good Vibes to ya Apollo!

Oh my goodness, this almost made me cry. Thank you so much for sharing. That sounds almost exactly like mine. I've never seen the babies any older than about 6 months old though. I also don't know their names. Their eyes stand out to me though. They are very very blue, not normal blue like mine, but some other kind of blue, turquoise, and glowing. Do you remember any pain from the births? I've always found it weird that I don't remember feeling pain. Everyone was always wearing white in mine as well. There were also many babies there, not just mine.

To the one who gave the red "apollotard" karma, lol - - Don't be jealous & find something that you love to occupy your time with, no reason in the world to waste your time being hateful.

Dear Apollo,

please pardon my english, it is not my native language. I have followed some of your threads for some time now. It is always interesting to me although I must admit that I always, always have my doubts about every esoteric thoughts.

Too many times have I experienced that everything we try to explain comes from one fear and that is the fear of death. The last few days I was thinking about consciousness again and I really tried to understand why it is that we do have this "Bewußt-Sein" (consciousness). I came to the conclusion that with consciousness came the fear of death.

I have always been interested in Spirituality and read soo many books etc. about this subject. In the end I realized that everything, really everything I ever thought to know was just something I have read before or was told before...so I came to the conclusion that I know nothing at all...really nothing from my own self. You cannot imagine in what state of shock that brought me and I really fell in a deep hole of frustration...and depression.

So I started from anew...and doubted everything I was told or read. I even ignored my dreams which I had always analyzed before, which brought me to a state, a few months later, of always feeling weaker and weaker, depressed. So I started reeeaaal slow to look at my dreams again. I began feeling better as I brought the thoughts of my dreams into my life again.

(By the way, did you know that humans die if you take away the dreams? There has been an experiment about it...I tought it was interesting, since they did sleep but were always held from dreaming.)

Until this day I am not sure if all these thoughts about reincarnation, life after death is only wishful thinking. As said before...with consciousness came the fear of death in my opinion. So the question will always be, if consciousness is only something that developed out of evolution or...yes....or...? To be honest I even doubt the thought of evolution and have my reasons for it.

Until this day I always look at everything in my life with doubt. Believing is not knowing. Fear is not a good lead...

my very best Regards

Wow, just wow.... I was here reading this thread last night before going to sleep and wow.. what a dream I just woke up from a few minutes ago! So profound, biblical, and anthropomorphic in nature. I've been having goosebumps and spine shocks since I woke up out of it and continued to as I revised what happened. I even asked for this dream before I laid to sleep last night while talking with Him and asking him to entice a dream that I will remember.

There was blurriness as I cannot recall the start of the dream but I was in a retail store walking down and isle. A person came up to me and started talking about something that I could not remember for the life of me. It was profound and impactful as I remember crying after hearing it.
Not of fear or pain, but of beauty and wonder. I ended up making my way towards the check out line where there were two couples. A black couple around my age and a white couple (younger woman, older man). While waiting, I was in my own mind thinking as I overheard the black guy say to his girl, ''Look, revelations'', as he looked up at a gigantic clock on the wall above us to the front of the building where all the letterboards were located. I think the clock said 10:16 or 12:10. It was somewhere around that time, so I thought of Revelations within that number frame. Possibly around Interlude after the 6th seal.
Of course, me having the experience in the isle beforehand, we ended up locking eyes as if he knew what had just happened to me. I started to tear in the eyes again remembering what I felt before while in the isle. Both him and his girl smiled while looking at me. I fell to a kneel, put my arms on the counter looking up as I was about to start praying (mind you, I have never been in this position before). There was some things the couple was saying to one another in the meantime that held significant meaning to what I was feeling.

This is when the younger white girl butted in and said in an arrogant voice, ''Yeah, but meaning can be found in everything. I mean look....'' she started to go through her shopping bag. ''I got chicken at the top and...''... pulling out the chicken from the bag, ''And shrimp at the bottom''. We all looked at her with dumbfounded faces, including her partner. Her partner looked at her and shook his head at such a naive statement but then looked back at me and smiled with such eyes of a wise man. I wanted to say to the girl, ''Yeah, and you are I, I am you, and we are all together.'', but I didn't. I said it in my head tho and chuckled inside.

I left everything inside as I felt a sudden need to get home. I got outside and started to ask people if they were headed in my direction and if I could give them gas money to drop me off somewhere close to home that I can walk to and fro. Eventually I found that nobody was headed where I was needing to go, so I started to walk.
As I was leaving the parking lot, I noticed someone else was walking with me. A tall black guy around my age was walking behind me and slightly to my left side as if he was going in a different direction. I saw a fence ahead of him and pieced together that we we're going to the same place, he was just taking a shortcut. Something you need to know is that this fence was a good 7 or 8 feet high. I knew I couldn't get over it, but he jumped it with an unmeasurable amount of grace. Like a cat.
I walked around the fence and ended up on the side of the woods walking along side it. Ahead of me, I saw a pack of foxes with the black guy walking behind them, further from me.

Within the next 5 seconds, I had several thoughts and feelings come within me. First, I knew I had to get passed this pack to get where I needed to go. Second, I saw that there were 3 reddish orange foxes that I felt a calming presence over. I took a few more steps forward and saw a black and white fox?.. At least it looked like the other foxes with exception to the color. Here is where I felt a sort of defensiveness come up in me. As if I KNEW the fox would attack, while at the same time, wondering if I screamed loud enough if that other guy would turn around and see, call for help, come for help, anything. Sure enough, the fox charged at me, opened it's mouth with it's lips behind it's teeth and growled it's wolven presence, as it was not a fox at all. Turned out it was a wolf. And as aggressive as he was, he clamped his teeth around my arm. I screamed for help and I noticed the black guy, at the end of the meadow, almost to the road in which I needed to get to myself, turned around and saw what was going on. He rushed back to me to help and was genuinely concerned for my safety. Once he got to me, the wolf released from my arm and then started talking to me! (I've never had animals talk to me in dreams before or that I can recall)
The wolf said to me...

''Don't you realize. This is you. You are everything inside and all around.''

A calm settled over all three of us as I felt that beauty and wonder once again which had me think if it was the same scenario as when that person came up to me in the isle of the retail store in the beginning of the dream, or the end as if this was a looped dream in which it's purpose was so that I could remember it upon wakening.

Apollo, I have been kept this unsaid for far too long.

Please correct me if I am incorrect.

You are 40-54
You are a white male
Your belt size currently is about 48 ish?? You are not happy with your physique.
You love your wife.
You are waiting for "the call"
You feel special.
You have had esoteric and cosmologic teachings.
You love love your symbols.
You have been programmed.
I don't see you as a dog person, you have a grey stripped tabby.


I don't have a clue as to why I have just posted this...........I would guess I'm interested in who you are.

Hi Einstein ! That sounds about right. Are you a psychic?

My grey cat passed away though, I have a black cat now. and Im not a dog person, dogs are too jumpy for me. Im very slow and laid back.

Im VERY depressed about my physique ! I tried out modeling at 19.

Well, we dont stay young forever...

Everything you said about my intellect sounds good. And the programming. I pretty much know my Esoteric mission. I can run on autopilot. It amazes myself that all the Alchemical promises, initiations are true. One automatically knows "the plan"

Theres a lot of great responses here since I was here last. Ill try and get back to some tonight.

You have such an interesting sense of innocence surrounding you.

[link to sohowww.nascom.nasa.gov]

Maybe your ship passed by the Sun?

Thank you ! My years as a Minister helped out . I enjoy being upbeat, positive and helping to serve others. I'm thinking of having my own church in Omaha Nebraska. I love people and I love teaching.

Its been my transition to the esoteric however that gave me most of my innocence. How bout you? Whats your background and what are you doing currently in terms of spiritual interests? I think I'll continue to grow in astrology as well. I'm not as proficient in that area as I would like.

Here is someone I consider a pro using Mythology, Astrology, World Events..He makes me look like a kid with crayons !

[link to www.lunarplanner.com]

Settle, that would be awesome, eh?

Illuminati is a initiation. Its a way of life. Its a way of opening up ! Its a evolution, revolution state of being..

I would fuck myself often but I do have a partner, thank you.

Apple Pie, how symbolic.. You can see the star in the middle. The names Apollo. Apollyon is related in etmyology to apple.

Hi Michael ! Thanks for your input, It valuable as well. Theres too much context in life to generalize and you made a lot of good points ! Experiencing poverty can be a gift. I experienced it as one time as a teen living on the streets. I wasnt placed in proper aftercare after an accident and wandered the streets, confused and not returning to my University studies, so I got a glimpse of what it was like..


Then I had to start over again and it taught me to be humble and ever grateful for all that comes my way..

We will all be judged fairly and uniquely. The Laws cannot cover every situation , that is why we will have a new rulership that can govern from both the heart and the mind simultaneously.

I don't understand your infatuation with food? That only makes you sound like the sort of douche who drones on about his vegan mocha chai latte or whatever it is you drink.

Frankly, I don't even read your posts because they are mindless drivel.

Shit about how good looking you are, how you don't masturbate, your crazy pseudo astrology, bullshit weirdo chritianity and now apparently you are some reincarnated master or some bullshit.

At least you aren't using that annoying eyeball avatar any more.

Sorry man, you just rub me the wrong way and I think you are totally full of shit.

Should have read more of the chain. I understand you have a 48" waist? Maybe this explains your weird "food" insults, you fat fuck.

Projection, brother, projection.

This is great Apollo.

Thank you for sharing.



I would like to share my impression if you will, as I picked up on the 'cycle' as well.

I didn't read your entire thread as I just discovered it...so forgive me if this has been addressed, but did you have the impression that this was a type of 'future' incarnation or more of an inter-dimensional awareness of another "Self'?

:)

Well, My waist is more 44, but thank you for your compliments ! I eat sushi every week. YUM ! Nothing to exotic.

If you got the hots for a fat fucker like myself , Ive got my fans, What can I say...

Again with the food! And now I have the hots for you? Jesus, I don't understand how anyone can fall for your bullshit.

With that said, let's have some gay old guy sex on a bed of Takis and sushi. I know you would have said "yes" in your former life.

Uhh, touche?

I was quite goodlooking back in the day....showering me with compliments, sounds like youre jealous. lol

And yes, I should use my eyeball pic again. Thanks for reminding me.

Reincarnated Master I am ! David Wilcock better move aside..

Hi Seer ! Its good to see you friend ! It was of the past. That I was certain. Earth was a experiment of sorts. Man was made in the image of the Elohim.

I have to somewhat agree... Apollo, you come off in these long winded posts as trying Way.Too.Fucking.Hard. It makes you look desperate for attention.

Good evening Apollo,

I don't understand the hatred and nasty remarks directed at you.

I just want to say this, and I'll be on my way.

I don't want to be with "them". Why? I'm more like "them" than I care to admit.

An ocean, peace and quiet. I'll chose this over "them."

Blessings to you.

Hiya Apollo.

:)


Yes, I believe that as well...or something very similar.

It's just...I was thinking 'cycle', and while it may have been in the past, perhaps we have still yet to get there...

Does that make sense?


That is how it felt to me. Not sure why.

choose

Friend, We've only made a dent in music therapy and the science of tone and hertz . Music can even manipulating DNA ! It works wonders on initiating more theta waves or stimulating alpha. Releasing dopamine and serotonin..

We came from a advanced society that practiced healing with sound and music as the standard of care..

We will return to such a world again when we renew the cycle.

Check out his posting history sometime. I used to think Apollo had the potential to be inspiring, but after awhile, you see a recurring theme. He spreads so much disinformation (whether he's aware of it or not), yet there's always a handful on here that lap it up. It's sad, really.