I Have Hated Christmas For Some Year's, in The Last Few Week's I Have Become Very Spiritual & Looking so Much Forward to the Day For no

As people search for the end of time in 2012, as anyone started to feel very spiritual?

For many years now, I have not looked forward to Christmas, yet over the last few weeks I think of nothing else. I lost someone very close recently and he loved life and did not want to die, he developed cancer last October and within 12 months of pure pain fighting every step of the way he lost his battle aged 55.

We come to these boards like GLP looking for answers, looking for signs for the end of the world. Has anyone thought the signs might just be a feeling of hope! a very strong reason to live and make the world a better place? Just maybe the end of the world as we know it today is the new beginning, and some of us are starting to feel it get stronger each day as we approach the Mayan Calendar Long Count .