I think I am starting to develop abilities from meditation

Yes, it is your belief. And that's why you will run into problems. All beliefs are false; it is your ego conjuring up these thoughts and that's what mucks up the whole process.

my issue is I'm usually clear headed and very intuitive when I'm doing my daily. But when I try to meditate that's when everything is at it's loudest. I've never gotten to that silent still solitude.

SO i've adapted and it's working. I just have to increase my alkalinity now. Balance.

That's fine, but my point is that even the attempt to do things like healing people, through the use of the ego or any sort of consciously directed action or intention, will inevitably cause more harm than good.

If these things take place spontaneously, with no conscious action or intention, then that is perfectly fine. That is when there is a true healing taking place, with energy directing itself without any interference from the mind or ego or any thoughts. So if that's what you're doing, great.

But if your thoughts are directing these sorts of things, then that's playing with fire.

my issue is I'm usually clear headed and very intuitive when I'm doing my daily. But when I try to meditate that's when everything is at it's loudest. I've never gotten to that silent still solitude.

SO i've adapted and it's working. I just have to increase my alkalinity now. Balance.

Also, the more you try to meddle with this stuff and manipulate other people and your environment, the more negative karma and problems you will create for yourself. Unfortunately, some people won't listen to this kind of advice.

You can if you want. 20 minutes of standing meditation is advanced level.

If the knees are fully bent, at a 60 degree angle, if you can hold that for longer than a minute, back straight, that is impressive, 3 minutes in this posture is highly advanced. exercise on this level is called the "lower basin"

A beginner may start with knees slightly bent, as long as the weight is dropped. At this level ones mind may begin to waver, and fatigue may start to set in at 5-7 minutes.

The gaze should be set on the farthest point, this can be in the mind, or something in front of you, the eyes, kept as still as possible, they should not move. Moving eyes means a restless mind.

holding this stance for 15-20 minutes is moderate-advanced level.

I also found that I can heal people. I can balance them. I can find weaknesses in their structure, and help them to correct them.

I can find where the energy is stagnating, and if it isnt too bad, I can help it along.

The person still has to remember what I told them, and retain the proper alignment, or they will just fall back into illness.

Its connected to emotion, stress, tension, energy, chemical balance, posture, facial expressions, thought, mind, its all connected.

Evil doesnt like to be looked at.

There are more than 1 billion Star Children incarnated as human beings now.

That means those souls started somewhere else, but are here to serve others in response to the Call earth souls sent out, the request for help.

The earth is gradually transforming to fourth density (dimension) which is WHY the Star Children and the visiting ETs are here at this important time.

Some children (probably not adults) have dual activated third density/fourth density bodies and have some abilities that would normally only be possible in fourth density.

But Star Children who are from densities higher than fourth (usually as high as sixth density) have the forgetting process, the veil, and cannot remember their past abilities. If the sixth density Star Children could remember, they would have Godlike abilities on earth and that is not appropriate (the last part is from the Ra: Law of One books).

But please remember this: Any "powers" or abilities you have are from you. EVERYTHING arises from the one Infinite Creator. So if you assist someone to heal it came from God, not the healer, ever.

I got so sick once, I almost died. I still have not fully recovered, its been almost 10 years.

i started practicing meditation heavily. I started training my body, I practiced chi gung, everyday, until exhaustion.

I began to sense energy. from people, plants, animals, the atmosphere. I could feel this energy, and see it.

In people, I can see their emotion. I can see their energy, I can read them.

I was visited by extraterrestrials.

Sometimes, during meditation, I see symbols, and glyphs. I research these symbols to find out they are actual religious symbols.

Ive had 1 very intense vision, where I saw how everything was connected.

Sometimes, during my visions, I am told to whether I am to give, or keep the glyph for myself. There is only 1, that I was told to keep for myself.

It seems that I go to another realm, a dimension of extreme depth and density.

I notice that nature itself tries to communicate with me.

When Im in public, its hard to control looking into people. I notice that makes them uncomfortable, so I try not to look at people, though it has kind of become an instinct, and I cant really stop unless I really just let my guard down.



So I wear sunglasses, to cover my eyes, as to not bother people with my gaze, because It really bothers them for some reason.. i also wear sunglasses if I am in a bad mood, so I dont spread my negative energy.

I also try to avoid eye contact unless I have to. I dont really like to read people. I dont want to know sometimes. It seems almost rude, and intrusive to me..

When people arent aware of their energy, I can feel all of their subconscious thoughts during interaction i.e. a conversation. I am always afraid that they know I know, but they never do..

Some people, do this naturally, and can pick it up, but cant really identify it. Though they know something is going on..

Some people, can hide their intent. But it still maifests in other ways that are easy to see, they can never truly hide it..

I dont literally hear their thoughts, its more of an intuition.

Let it get loud. Let your thoughts come, understand them, and then let them go.

Thoughts rise like bubbles. Observe them, and understand them, why you are feeling them..

This is a step forward in self knowledge.

OP was and is trusted with these revelations because he or she is worthy of it, is reliable not to use it for perverted purposes.

This is probably a hard question, but what do you remember about your vision of "how everything is connected"? Can you put that into words for us?

How long do you meditate? When did you start and how long before you started noticing these things?

they are quieter than they used to be. I ponder, and then try to build better thoughts... I'm at a good point now. Working on my physical is my mission now...

Excellent. A strong mind without a strong body is not a true body.

How long do you meditate? When did you start and how long before you started noticing these things?

I should also note that my skill progressed very rapidly over the course of 6 months, then I hit a plataeu.. For about 3-4 years because it wasnt just about feeling, and sensing the energy, but understading it, and how it correlated with my emotions, self, being etc..

So with diligent practice, the results will happen fast, 3-6 months depending on how commited you are.

But after that comes the hard part.

Acquiring the skill is the easy part.

I should also note that my skill progressed very rapidly over the course of 6 months, then I hit a plataeu.. For about 3-4 years because it wasnt just about feeling, and sensing the energy, but understading it, and how it correlated with my emotions, self, being etc..

So with diligent practice, the results will happen fast, 3-6 months depending on how commited you are.

But after that comes the hard part.

Acquiring the skill is the easy part.

Odin hung upside down from the world tree for 9 nights, wounded by a spear, to recieve glyhps.

You commune with nature? What then, are extraterrestrials, are they not biological? Indeed they are, I have met a few.

feeling negative energy is good, you must have some sense of spirituality and energy.

But I see that your mind remains closed to the universe.

Dont get me wrong, Im supposed to use it for humanity, but im just not supposed to tell anyone what they said to me.

in addition to what i just said above, OP, would you please contact me @ [email protected]?

i want so much to find out if what Insider said is true about focusing more on meditative practices rather than eating the correct food/drink/air/surroundings/etc. he said while these physical things do have dramatic effects on us, it is not what makes one more conscious which does seem true...

HOWEVER, you say that you still haven't recovered from being sick. i remember i used to meditate a ton like you and i had a problem with acne back then and my acne calmed down like 90% after meditating for so long because i was able to manipulate energy in my body.

please contact me. i have much to offer and believe we can both gain something valuable from further discussion. keeping up with GLP threads is much more difficult due to certain circumstances.

I got so sick once, I almost died. I still have not fully recovered, its been almost 10 years.

i started practicing meditation heavily. I started training my body, I practiced chi gung, everyday, until exhaustion.

I began to sense energy. from people, plants, animals, the atmosphere. I could feel this energy, and see it.

In people, I can see their emotion. I can see their energy, I can read them.

I was visited by extraterrestrials.

Sometimes, during meditation, I see symbols, and glyphs. I research these symbols to find out they are actual religious symbols.

Ive had 1 very intense vision, where I saw how everything was connected.

Sometimes, during my visions, I am told to whether I am to give, or keep the glyph for myself. There is only 1, that I was told to keep for myself.

It seems that I go to another realm, a dimension of extreme depth and density.

I notice that nature itself tries to communicate with me.

When Im in public, its hard to control looking into people. I notice that makes them uncomfortable, so I try not to look at people, though it has kind of become an instinct, and I cant really stop unless I really just let my guard down.



So I wear sunglasses, to cover my eyes, as to not bother people with my gaze, because It really bothers them for some reason.. i also wear sunglasses if I am in a bad mood, so I dont spread my negative energy.

I also try to avoid eye contact unless I have to. I dont really like to read people. I dont want to know sometimes. It seems almost rude, and intrusive to me..

When people arent aware of their energy, I can feel all of their subconscious thoughts during interaction i.e. a conversation. I am always afraid that they know I know, but they never do..

Some people, do this naturally, and can pick it up, but cant really identify it. Though they know something is going on..

Some people, can hide their intent. But it still maifests in other ways that are easy to see, they can never truly hide it..

I dont literally hear their thoughts, its more of an intuition.