its not funny shit guys....I can barely feel emotions still its like being a fucking zombie! I thought it was normal my friend watched it too! i never realized how truly damaging it was until I started to feel like a soul less robot detached from humanity...this was at my lowest point in the addiction like 3 years ago

Now that i havent watched it a much, im rediscovering human relationships all over again!! Im more confident i used to be an anxious, nervous, awkward wreck around people...I was not like this as a kid i was extremely outgoing before!!! people i used to know wonder what happened to me..