I really feel so bad for you.
Please repent.
For your own sake.
LET GO OF THE DARKNESS WHILE YOU CAN.
FORGIVE THEM!
You know who I am referring to.
LET THE PAIN GO!
Before you infect any more people with it.
I know it was not your fault.
I know what they did to you.
I too have been hurt and abused by the ones I trusted.
But its time to FORGIVE.
You are willfully dragging it through yourself and it shows in your words and curses of others.
Judgment is falling.
LET IT GO!.
You cannot fly with that weight of darkness and pain on your back.
DO you want to be a part of whats about to happen?(In not talking rapture here either)
OR DO you want to be swept aside by it and laid aside?
The decision is yours.
There are only a few days left.
LET THE DARKNESS GO.
MAKE NO MORE EXCUSES FOR YOUR PAIN..do NOT LET DARKNESS TAKE YOU!
YOU HAVE SOME TIME.
USE IT.
BUT USE IT NOW!
DONT WAIT.
I don't know what the hell you are talking about.
Yes you do.
But dont bring it to me.
You go and take it to the Father.
He knows more about it than you do.
You have tried to bury it for a long time now.
But as time passes it has grown and fed.
You used christianity to try to cover it..the rejection and the pain.
You were treated very harshly and judged and condemned for lots of things you did not do. And punished unfairly for the things you did do.
You grew bitter and angry and I know how that feels.
Now go and take it to the Father.
he does want to use you. You know a lot of things that can be used to great effect if only you will let go of the hurt and darkness in yourself.
Forgive them..they didnt know what they did.
It was not your fault..but you are now held responsible for your reactions to it.
Go deep inside and have a look.
Go back to your childhood..and SEE.
If you ask humbly and with an honest open heart for God to show you what went wrong..you will then be able to take steps to fix it.
All self rightousness in the end stems from injustice and thats why injustice comes out.
What is on the inside always makes its way out of us to others.
If what comes out of you is bitterness and pride its because someone put it there in the first place.
You had some very bad examples of what love is set to you. I know how much it hurts and I know what it feels like to be used and lied to.
As you have been.
Now do not do any more posting.
Go now to the father and ask him to show you the canker inside.
Once you see clearly what it is you must as an act of your will forgive them. AL of them.
Name them and let them go.
For unless we forgive those who have wronged us the father cannot forgive us our wrongs.
You reap only what you have sown.
\But it can be waylaid by grace.
You have a few days of grace left.
We all do.
GO now and do not look back.
