what does it mean when you dream of your ex loves all in the same night.

I dreamed about my first person I ever loved and it was so real I haven't seen him for 8 years. He was at a party with 16 year old girls and bragging about how many hot chicks he got when he was like 19 he would be 28 now. I woke up like sad but then I thought Good thing I gave him up cause he probably is doing that in real life. Then I fell back asleep and I had a dream about the other guy I loved so much who I haven't spoke to for 6 months and I was at his house and when I saw him it was so real and I felt so sad I saw him cause I really loved him but he just was brainwashing me so he could get in my pants. I feel stupid and gross cause he let me hang out with him for like 6 months before I even kissed him. But in my dream I told him I was sorry I haven't been around and hugged him. It felt real and it made me sad because I believed his hugs were real but then I told him I loved my kitty and wanted him to take care of him while I was gone??? Then he told me he didn't miss me because he was having fun doing other things. I woke up then even sadder then I have been for months.