I am 30 years old and i regret everything in life from the time i was a child.

shut the fuck up

Drink bleach.

stop masterbating

Sorry OP. Ignore the insensitive comments above, Hope your feeling better soon.

Nowhere to go but up.

Keep your head up, reflect, and start over
you're young and you'll get it right one day.

So you're a fuck up beyond repair, like you stated in the brief post above. Then there isn't much more to be said, is there?

Why did you make this thread, out of masochism, self-hatred or self-pity (cry 4 help)?

What is it you hope to accomplish by getting yourself more down than you already were?

OP...I kind of feel the same. It's hard to explain, but I feel that my entire life (from my earliest memories) has been one sad experience to the next. I believe I was born with some mental disadvantage...although I can't name it, I just couldn't seem to easily do what the other kids were doing.

Of course, I suffered through many years of various forms of abuse which crushed my self-esteem into the ground. So where am I today? Still trying to 'not give up'...still trying to understand who I am...still trying to get my life together.

I am 42 and have almost lost everything, but I am still grateful for the few amazing things I have.

I don't know how I will feel in ten years if I wake up and realize that I'm still in the same place.

OP...just try to hang in there...I do believe you have a purpose...search your soul.

I am close to 50 and I feel the same way OP.


At least we can commiserate.

I hear you bro.

i feel the same but let that be the spark you need to fireup and live the life you want.

no regrets.

Go ahead op. Let it all off your chest. Sometimes it helps to just write it all out.

It's the human in neo-post-modern 2012, you tits... Everybody fucks up, because that's the way the system was designed. One little 'mistake' or 'mishap' can always change the outcome of any life.

If I go out for a pack of smokes and some fucking wanker drives me off the road, who's the fuck up then? That drunk cunt behind the wheel or me, bloody asshole, who started smoking age 18?

If you've got no self esteem, you'll blame it on yourself, instead of that freak accident. Just like people who get bullied or raped think they deserved it in some fucked up way for things they did in the past.

forgetaboutit

I have not done anything but wrong in the eyes of my family.
No love life in almost in 10 fucking years.
I am not happy where i am at.
No job in 4 years.
No car no license.
I couch surf and have been homeless 4 out of the last 6 years.
I cant have normal relationships with people i scare them away. Drama always follows me. I just don't know what to do about it.

This must be common because im the same

Regret achieves nothing. Learn from your mistakes and look forward.

Im kinda a asshole though. But i get your metaphor. The ones closest to me would blame me for getting hit by the drunk cunt.

i am 30, and i feel shit, my life went down the drain 12 years ago

Drama always follows you? Be specific.
Why are you homeless? Jobless?
You can't solve your problems until you understand why things are the way they are.

I dont get along with people pure and simple i have a lot of personality conflicts. I have been called everything in the book.

Hang in there dude! Ask God for help.

Why do people tell me to ask god for help?
God give me this give me that!
If God wanted to help he would have years ago you know by not letting me be regretful of my life and giving all of us what we want! God doesn't care i used to ask him but no more.

I can relate op.. always drama everywhere I would go.. fights with strangers, family , you name it.
One failed relationship after another. Finally at 36 I have just decided to quit comparing myself to others. I believe this life is just a dream .. a test if you will. If our creator, makes certain we have a tough life.. then it must be bc we are on a higher level than most everyone else we live around. Of course we will have tougher fights bc we are in the finals.. maybe we are old souls.

Hang in there.. research some good coast to coast am episodes on consiousness, and past life experience, NDEs etc. It will keep your mind busy.

The only way to get out of the "have to do it right this time, and regret mentality" is to realize that there is in fact life after death and infinite do-overs.
Good luck.. to us all!

Aspergers Syndrome

So you have no job
no car
all you do is surf the net from a couch.
Not asking which couch or whose... Simply can't bring myself to care.

I know exactly what will fix you.
Yes soon you'll be frolicking with merriment at your new life. A permasmile you'll have. They'll all say "Hey there's Jackoff the super smiler"

Ready?

GET A FUCKING JOB, YOU WORTHLESS FUCK

Now I know that was harsh and I'm sure sorry as nipple cancer on a pelican, but sometimes it is needed.

Now go get 'em tiger.

Here is wisdom if you are open to it.

It is not God who dictated your path, it is YOU. In this present darkness your thoughts are under subversive attack by powerful forces far beyond your understanding.

Know this, all resistence is futile, the ONLY way up is to remove your fear by replacing it with a concerted INTENT to hold true to your own mighty power.

Every one of us have immeasurable power which are triggered by thought attitude. Uncertainty and doubt lead to perdition, faith and intent can not only change your direction but manifest into a monsterous immovable force.

Now it is up to YOU.

Start living for tomorrow or even the present instead of in the past?