I'm asking myself whats the fucking point of going through my current undergrad school when all I'll be is another slave to the system?

I had a dream job once but now whats the fucking point when a billion other people have the same aspirations...

There are just too many people fighting for too few jobs. Just too many fucking people on this planet. I doubt anyone would even care if I got run over a truck when 100,000 new babies in the world would replace me every god damn second.

I'm just a below average smuck not good at anything - sport, music, academia, relationships, NOTHING...

The only people who ever cared about me were my parents until they were taken away from me.

I used to believe in God until he took my parent's lives in a car crash 2 years ago. God is fucking Satan. We got the fucking devil ruling and manipulating our lives...

I have no purpose or motivation to do anything with my life when I know I'm just a nobody...

I might as well go into a life of crime and get killed in it rather than kill myself...